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I AM: Chris
I WANT: to stop feeling the pain
I'VE GOT: to kill myself
I WISH: it would stop
I HATE: myself
I FEAR: hurting the people around me(my friends/family)
I HEAR: mr. brightside
I WONDER: how i will kill myself
I REGRET: being who i am
I LOVE: drawing
I ACHE: in my heart
I ALWAYS: make the wrong decisions
I AM NOT: smart
I DANCE: 1,2, step(kant do it that good)
I SING: badly
I CRY: never
I AM NOT ALWAYS: sure of myself
I WRITE: good
I WIN: at nothing
I LOSE: at everything
I CONFUSE: myself
I NEED: to die
I SHOULD: do something
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YES or NO:
x. YOU KEEP A DIARY:
x. LIKE TO COOK: yes
x. YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: Yes
x. YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: Yes
DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: yes
WANT TO GET MARRIED: Yes
GET MOTION SICKNESS: no
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: No
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: at times
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: Yes
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CURRENT
HAIR COLOR: Brown
EYE COLOR: Brown
HEIGHT: ?
BIRTHPLACE: elizabeth,NJ
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FAVORITE
NUMBER:7
COLOR: blue and black
DAY: Friday
MONTH: thursday
SONG:bloody romance-senses fail
FOOD: pizza
SEASON: fall
SPORT: I suck at it but im ok at soccer
DRINK: does red bull count?
PREFERENCES:
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: made out
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: Chocolate milk
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: milk
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: vanilla
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IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? No
HELPED SOMEONE? no
BOUGHT SOMETHING? Yes
GOTTEN SICK?
GONE TO THE MOVIES? No
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? No
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? No
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: No
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? No
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? yes
MISSED SOMEONE? yes
HUGGED SOMEONE? no
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? No
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? No
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Would you ever:
1. Eat a bug? no
2. Bungee jump? Yes
3. Hang glide? Yes
4. Kill someone? yes
5. Kiss someone of the same sex? no
6. Have sex with someone of the same sex? No
7. Parachute from a plane? Yes
8. Walk on hot coals? yes if I get to wear shoes hehe
9. Go out with someone for their looks?yea
10. For their reputation? No
11. Be a vegetarian? yes
12. Wear plaid with stripes? no
13. IM a stranger? yes
14. Sing Karaoke? no
15. Get drunk off your ass? yes
16. Shoplift? yes
17. Run a red light? yes
18. Star in a porn video? yes
19. Dye your hair blue? no
20. Be on Survivor? no
21. Wear makeup in public? no
22. Not wear makeup in public? yes??
23. Cheat on a test? Yes
24. Make someone cry? Yes
25. Date someone more than 10 years older than you? Yes
26. Stay up all night? Yes
EVER BEEN...
Arrested: No
Hand Cuffed: No
Scared: Yes
Depressed: Yes
In Love: yes
Confused: Yes
In a Fight: yes
Contact Fight: i think so
In Debt: no
Sick: Yes
In the hospital: Yes
Insomniac: Yes
On illegal drugs: yea 24/7
Drunk: yes
High: yes
On Tv: No
On Probation: No
Under House Arrest: No
Grounded: Yes
Threatened: yes
Happy: never
Too busy: Yes
Hurt: Yes
Ignored: Yes
ONE OR THE OTHER
Meat/Veggies: meat
Love/Money: money cus thne u can buy ur love lol,no love
Family/Career: Family
Fat/Skinny: Skinny
Busy/Lazy: both
Car/Bike: Car
Summer/Winter: winter
Beach/Mountain: beach
Travel/Work: Travel
Lover/Friend: lover
Right/Wrong: Right
1 Best Friend/100 'friends': 100 Best Friends
WHAT IF...
You were rich: i would buy everything i ever wanted and then some and ill live in florida with my peeps
You were pregnant: cant happen
You were robbed: find the robber and cut him/her
You were deaf: I'd cut my ears off
Any one dream could come true: i would be so happy(for once)