Holy shit, I'm bored...

[xaisle7nwax]

I need some decorations. Lately, I've been in the worse mood swings ever. I haven't had the best of friendships with my friends. This past week has been the worst. I took a joke against me way too far. I was pretty mad, but I'm trying to get past it. I haven't really talk to any of the girls who played the trick on me much. I don't care about it anymore. It's just been weird between us I think. I haven't been myself in a long time. I think I might know why though. For one, I was concentrating way too much on this girl that it made things worse. That sucked, plus I heard stuff I didn't want to hear that I won't mention here. So that potential relationship was tossed out sadly. And two, our band, we're being the slackest band ever right now. We have not practiced in soooo long. I don't want to fall apart like all the other bands, but seriously guys, we need to pick up the pace. I love playing shows, practicing with you guys, I love you dudes. I have contributed to the slackness too and I'm sorry for it. I'm just ready to get back to the band thing. And three, I have not been to a single show in such a long time. I haven't done anything in a long time for that matter. School, track, home. That has been my schedule for the past couple months. If anyone wants to lighten up my life, please do so.

by the way, I missed two shows tonight. No Gwar in Mrytle Beach :( and even worse No Albert React at All Books because I didn't have a ride. :(