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It's not like I enjoy hearing everything I've ever done, and then see the reactions of all those people who have piss-perfect records of being the greatest person ever and not doing anything that would be considered bad, weird, & unusual. Why don't I go up to every person who I'd like to be friends with and tell them everything. (sarcasm you fucking idiot) Who gives a shit about my past? If you were really a good person, you'd get to know me for who I am, not the crazy shit that I've done. Everyone in this fucking world judges, and I'm sick of it. People won't give me the chance to be the person I really am, which some people say I'm a good guy, but no, every person I want to have a friendship with pushes me away because of my past. I'm better off going to a new school or something.