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Really Long Survey (over 200)What is your name?:PJ Are you named after anyone?:My fathers middle name What's your screename?:crow529 Would you name a child of yours after you?:Perhaps. Not many names go well with Beck. If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:Probably Samantha, as that's my sisters name. If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:I wouldn't change names. I'm quite content with my own, thank you. Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:No. I don't think anyone's stupid enough to mispronounce "Paul," "Beck," or "PJ." Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:Nope. BasicsYour gender::Male Straight/Gay/Bi::Straight Single?:Sadly. If not, do you want to be?:N/A Birthdate::10/19/84 Your age::21 Age you act::Fuck if I know. I don't judge myself based on how I act, just how I think. Age you wish you were::21. Old enough to still be young, old enough to contribute to the delinquincy of minors. Your height::5'7? Hell if I know, I don't measure myself. Eye color::Brown. Happy with it?:I guess. Though, I'd prefer it if I was able to shoot lazer beams from them. But then again, you didn't ask that. So Yes. Yes I am. Hair color::Brown. Happy with it?:If I wasn't, I'd dye it a different color. Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::Righty. Your living arrangement::With my parents atm. Your family::My mother's sane, my sister's sane but vengeful, and my father's my father. Have any pets?:3 dogs. Whats your job?:Unemployed at the momment, though I need to start looking for a job. Piercings?:Nope. Tattoos?:Nope. Obsessions?:Not really. Addictions?:Not that I'm aware of. Do you speak another language?:I can speak broken english and make up words. That's about it, really. Have a favorite quote?:Too many to mention. Do you have a webpage?:Define webpage. I have an LJ, if that counts. Deep Thoughts About Life and You in itDo you live in the moment?:Yep. Plans are too easy to break. Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:Far too tolerant. Do you have any secrets?:Who doesn't? Do you hate yourself?:Of course. Do you like your handwriting?:Nope. I can't even read it most of the time. Do you have any bad habits?:Yep. What is the compliment you get from most people?:I used to have random strangers compliment me on my hair, but those days seem to have come and gone. If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:Hollywood : Out of Ideas. What's your biggest fear?:Being alone, fish, and fishy environments (Shut up.) Can you sing?:Of course. Am I any good at it? Not at all. Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:Uh...no. Are you a loner?:Not by choice. What are your #1 priorities in life?:Happiness. That's about it. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:I'd like to believe so. I love my sense of humor. Are you a daredevil?:No. Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:I hate everything about myself. Are you passive or agressive?:Passive. Do you have a journal?:Yep. What is your greatest strength and weakness?:Myself. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:Only one thing? I guess it'd be my confidence, or lack thereof. Do you think you are emotionally strong?:I have no choice but to be. Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:I regret my inaction. Do you think life has been good so far?:I suppose life has treated me better than others. What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:I can't rely on myself. I need others around me. What do you like the most about your body?:Not much. And least?:Everything. Do you think you are good looking?:I suppose. Are you confident?:No. What is the fictional character you are most like?:I'd like to think I'm alot like the Dude. Are you perceived wrongly?:I can't tell how other people perceive me, and it doesn't really concern me. Do You...Smoke?:No. Do drugs?:Not as much as I'd like... Read the newspaper?:Nope. Pray?:Rarely, but not towards any 'god'. Go to church?:Not anymore, thank god (does that count as praying?). Talk to strangers who IM you?:If I ever had a stranger tell me, of course. Sleep with stuffed animals?:No. Take walks in the rain?:Sometimes. Talk to people even though you hate them?:No. Drive?:Only if I have to. Like to drive fast?:Only if I have to. Would or Have You Ever?Liked your voice?:No. Hurt yourself?:Yes. Been out of the country?:Not that I'm aware of. Eaten something that made other people sick?:When I was a kid I used to eat Jelly and Relish sandwiches. I was a strange child. Been in love?:Not that I'm aware of. Done drugs?:Not enough... Gone skinny dipping?:Nope. Had a medical emergency?:No. Had surgery?:Nuh uh. Ran away from home?:Nope. Played strip poker?:God damn, I lead a boring life... Gotten beaten up?:Nope, for some reason they never go after me. Beaten someone up?:Never been in a fight, though I should have been in at least one... Been picked on?:Who hasn't been? Been on stage?:Avoided at all costs. Slept outdoors?:Does sleeping in your car count? Thought about suicide?:Not so much anymore. Pulled an all nighter?:Yeah. Often for no reason whatsoever. If yes, what is your record?:Only 2 days. Gone one day without food?:Yep. I once went 3 days without eating just because I wasn't hungry. Talked on the phone all night?:Yeah. Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:Afraid not. Slept all day?:I used to sleep only during the day. Killed someone?:Not that I know of. Made out with a stranger?:No. Had sex with a stranger?:Nope. Thought you're going crazy?:Always. Kissed the same sex?:Nope. Done anything sexual with the same sex?:It's hard coming up with this many variations of "no." Been betrayed?:Who hasn't been? Had a dream that came true?:In an abstract sort of way, yes. Broken the law?:What a stupid fucking question...If someone's never violated any sort of law, you deserve to be given a swirly and then shoved into a locker. Dork. Met a famous person?:Uh...I hugged Jimmy Urine and the rest of MSI, does that count? Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:Nope. On purpose?:No. Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:One thing I CAN do correctly is keep a secret when told to. Stolen anything?:Nothing major. Been on radio/tv?:Not that I'm aware of. Been in a mosh-pit?:If you go to a show, wtf are you doing out of the pit? =p Had a nervous breakdown?:I've come close a few times, but no. Bungee jumped?:Hells no. Had a dream that kept coming back?:Not anymore. BeliefsBelive in life on other planets?:Of course. Miracles?:Not really. Astrology?:Not at all. Magic?:Baby, everything I do is magic. God?:Sorry. Satan?:Nope. Santa?:...This is just getting offensive now. Ghosts?:No. Luck?:To some degree. Love at first sight?:If it does exist, it's never been on my side. Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:In humanity? Yes. Overall though, I don't believe in good or evil. Nothing is absolute. Witches?:No. Easter bunny?:... Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:Of course. Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:Not all tales have happy endings. Do you wish on stars?:Nope. Deep Theological QuestionsDo you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:Nope. Do you think God has a gender?:If any sort of "God" existed, it wouldn't need a gender. Do you believe in organized religion?:I have no trust or faith in them, but they obviously exist whether I like it or not. Where do you think we go when we die?:Where do you want to go? 6 feet under or do you want your ashes scattered someplace? FriendsDo you have any gay/lesbian friends?:Probably. Who is your best friend?:I don't play favorites. Who's the one person that knows most about you?:Probably Scott. What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:"Don't listen to Scott's advice." Your favourite inside joke?:*Shrugs* Fuck if I know. Thing you're picked on most about?:I'm not really picked on often. Who's your longest known friend?:Hrm...Russell, I guess? Newest?:Robsarah, I think. Shyest?:None of my friends are exactly 'shy.' Funniest?:All my friends are funny, that's why they're friends. =p Sweetest?:Uh... Closest?:Probably Scott. Weirdest?:All of them are freaks. Smartest?:Patrick, probably. Ditziest?:... Friends you miss being close to the most?:Well, I left this question blank, but coming back to it, my mind is still blank, so it stays that way. Last person you talked to online?:Scott. Who do you talk to most online?:Mike, Molly, and Scott when he exists. Mostly Mike and Molly though. Who are you on the phone with most?:Scott, since most of the time no one needs to call me. Who do you trust most?:Scott, Patrick, Mike, and Molly. Who listens to your problems?:For some strange reason, no matter how much I want to, I find it damn near impossible to vent and whine. When I'm able to, Scott hears most of it. Who do you fight most with?:Myself. Who's the nicest?:This question...is far tougher than it should be. I guess I'll cop out and say Molly? Who's the most outgoing?:Scott. Who's the best singer?:Patrick. Who's on your shit-list?:You know who you are. Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:Of course. If I want to have sex with you, I want you to be close to me, and therefore a friend. Duh. Who's your second family?:Erm...does anyone want to be my second family? Do you always feel understood?:Never. Who's the loudest friend?:Scott. Did I really need to answer that? Do you trust others easily?:Nope. Who's house were you last at?:Scotts, since I had to give him a ride to pick up his car. Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::...I'm single. Do your friends know you?:Probably not, but neither do I. Friend that lives farthest away::Probably Derek, if that counts. Love and All ThatDo you consider love a mistake?:Not at all. What do you find romantic?:Doesn't concern you. Turn-on?:Find that out your own damn self. Turn-off?:A penis. That's a mood killer. First kiss?:Can't remember. If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:Jesus, are you even trying anymore? It's spelt 'you.' I'd be flattered, though. Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:Most of the time, yeah. Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:All the damn time, you lazy sonofabitch. Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv:Not really. Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:All signs point to 'no.' What is best about the opposite sex?:*Sigh* What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:The lack of logic. What's the last present someone gave you?:Hell if I remember. Probably something from X-mas. Are you in love?:No. Do you consider your significant other hot?:Thanks. Punch me in the throat again, please. Who Was the Last Person...That haunted you?:No one, really. You wanted to kill?:I value life way too much... That you laughed at?:Scott, I think That laughed at you?:Again, Scott. That turned you on?:Your mom. You went shopping with?:Scott, we went to FYE. That broke your heart?:Never had my heart broken, really. To disappoint you?:Myself. To ask you out?:In what sense? In the traditional sense, no one's asked me out. In the literal sense, Scott asked if I wanted to go over to Kyles, and I obliged. To make you cry?:Myself. To brighten up your day?:I have nothing to brighten my days. That you thought about?:My mind's a blank now, thanks. You saw a movie with?:Scott. You talked to on the phone?:Scott, he wanted to know how close I was to his house. You talked to through IM/ICQ?:Scott. You saw?:Scott again. You lost?:Tough question. Mostly because it's so vague. So, I won't answer. Right This Moment...Are you going out?:No, it's almost 3am. Merritt Island sucks and everyone's asleep. Will it be with your significant other?:Bitch, I'm still standing! Bring it on! Or some random person?:Much better, but couldn't it be phrased with the question above? What are you wearing right now?:White shirt and boxers. Body part you're touching right now::Well, my legs are kind of in a 4 position, does that count? What are you worried about right now?:My father. What book are you reading?:I haven't read a book in a long time...I really should. What's on your mousepad?:My mouse and some dust. Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::Alone, depressed, bored, lost, and meh. Are you bored?:Yep. Are you tired?:I should be, shouldn't I? Are you talking to anyone online?:No. Everyone's asleep. Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:No. Are you lonely or content?:Lonely, as usual. Are you listening to music?:Yes, actually. Take this survey | Find more surveys
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