Jan 03, 2005 08:01
I'm in CFM right now, reading Pride and PRejudice and feeling like a complete sap. I really like this story so much. It's the ultimate love story, in my opinion, and I can't help feeling like an idiot for saying that. I mean.. it isn't really real if you know what I mean. I don't think that love has ever happened in such a way. I know it's never going to happen to me in such a fashion.
What I'm debating is this: Is love something that only the few come across, or is it soemthing that is infront of you the whole time, and people just tend to miss it. Are we able to love people who we are around alot.. the people that we meet, or is that just a false love? Setlling for something that seems close enough to love to be acceptable. I would like to think that we ave the ability to fall in love with the people we are around, but I don't know how true it is. I'm around tons of people and I'm not entirely sure I'm in love with any of them in the way that I mean. OR maybe I am and I am just ignroing my love for them. But.. if it really was love, wouldn't it hurt more? To loose the person you love is something that stays with you your whole life, right? Or is it mendable. Are you able to forget, and is the forgetting something that can come quickly or slowly?
I know I know. Sooo many questions. I don't even know why I'm wondering. I don't need a man to make me happy. So many people associate love with happiness but the way that I see it, outside of the "love room", but it seems to me that it causes more pain than hapiness, and if I never find love, I'll have suffered a mountain less of pain and unfortunate events.
Some people dies before inding love.. what about them?
I dunno.. just thinking I guess