Dec 26, 2004 23:17
So me my mom and MArgalit went to the Palisades Mall today and I finally got to talk to her and work out some stuff and understand what's going on in her life and I'm really glad I did. Devon is just a really sensative, overprotective and jealous-type guy. He needs to work soem things out for himself and it's not jsut margalit ignoring the world and being madly in love with him. She says she likes hanging out with him, but yea, he does need to let go and relax a little while. G-d knows why Darcy is his friend, that pompus, rude Canadian. One has to wonder why any woman on the planet would ever devote her time to him at all. And he's a drunk as well. Arrg! He gets me soo angry! Worse than Flick even!! The way that he treats other people is just astoundingly cold, unless he has a drink in his hand in which case idiotic things just stream out of his mouth like hot coffe!
Well anyway, I bought a humidifier, it smokes and changes colors and is very very cool!I also got a scarf, earrings,a shirt, a bag, and lipgloss.
I was telling keith about how the holidays make you think. Theymake me thing. They make me think about myself and the fact that I seem incapable of having a boyfriend, which is always a pleasure to contemplate about. Jesus. I can match other people to their destined loves but when it comes to myself I can't do squat didley.And so I've jsut stopped trying. If he's out there, he'll tell me.
Right?
So what is my new year's resolution? I'm going to quit smoking. See? I'm already doing fabulously!