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so this thing is like my "diary" i guess... and im so out of it right now.. i mean me and erik have talked about everything and i guess hes going to be that best friend that is always there when i need to talk and who will be there for me... i mean i love him.. and i think it can work.. but whatever. i cried when he broke up with me and the last time ive cried over a guy was when i was with danny. and thats saying a lot. i dont know.... UGHHHHHH i just want to be happy, and have that one person.... jess found hers ayla has hers and everything. its crazy
i still love you erik. i really do and i know you'll read this one day and i just want you to know that im gonna be here. and i want us to be friends. and if i cant be your girlfriend. i want to be the closest thing to it.. i want to be your best friend.