The Perfect Ending...
Horoscope: 4-3-2005
Your intuition could take over today, Ryan. You have learned to trust your gut instincts in certain situations, and now is the time to pay attention to them...
Everyone tells me how strong I am, and that I can get through anything and so on and so forth, but I've had enough. I want to get out of bed on my own. I want to be able to sleep for more than 3 hours at a time. I want to be able to go one full day without it feeling like someone is ripping out my chest. I still do and will always believe that everything happens for a reason. But why this?
I just miss Lindze so much. I thought that I could handle 4 months without seeing her, but this past three weeks have made me feel so alone and weak. I would give anthing just to fast forward to summer. I'm trying so hard with everything that I have got in me to push on. "Whatever doesn't kill you, makes you stronger." Well, I'm not so sure about that anymore...
Your intuition could take over today, Ryan. You have learned to trust your gut instincts in certain situations, and now is the time to pay attention to them...
Everyone tells me how strong I am, and that I can get through anything and so on and so forth, but I've had enough. I want to get out of bed on my own. I want to be able to sleep for more than 3 hours at a time. I want to be able to go one full day without it feeling like someone is ripping out my chest. I still do and will always believe that everything happens for a reason. But why this?
I just miss Lindze so much. I thought that I could handle 4 months without seeing her, but this past three weeks have made me feel so alone and weak. I would give anthing just to fast forward to summer. I'm trying so hard with everything that I have got in me to push on. "Whatever doesn't kill you, makes you stronger." Well, I'm not so sure about that anymore...