ugly little me ... heh :0\ ( STILL WORKIN ON LAY OUT!! )

[xaddictivebabix]

Heyy.. grr.. wow i was actully feelin go0d tonight yanno ?!.. and everyone knows my past few weeks have been extremly horrible.. damn.. and everyone also knows im obsessed with make up i always want it no matter when it is.. its like so0 rare to see me without me.. but tony and mike g. and dallas and chris and jason and all them seen me without it cus i started the night over there and they didnt ever make fun of me.. even when we were in big fights they never called me ugly and theyve seen me worse then ever.. but tonight on the phone mike.. (( my boyfriend )) called me ugly.. cus he saw a pic of me without make up.. raider saw it.. and he didnt call me ugly he said i was really pretty.. and grr _ alot of ppl say im pretty why out of everyone my boyfriend has to think im ugly.. grr _ i feel so ugly now.. uglier then i ever felt in my WHOLE life..ugh....when he said it i juss started cryin.. he didnt notice but then again he nevers pays to much attention to me anyways.. he got off the phone with me like 5 min not even after it happend...grr _ today was our third month goin out too... maybe we werent meant to b after all.. well.. nothing lasts forever.. i was foolish to ever think it did.. gr :0\ yeah im def. never gettin married now.. i will have to wake up next to my baby (( whoever that might b when i gr0 up if anyone ever likes me again.. cus im so ugly.. )) and he will lo0k at me and scream.. maybe i could juss marry tony :( noo.. were best friends.. well .. :0\ w0w.. this sucks well... bye

*Love... The ugly little girl 8 ( * - fortune.. * vicki might b pretty when she grows up.. lol :0| *
ForDaBoys13 [10:45 PM]: vicki ur s00o0o damn pritty!!!
Sheeba Kline [10:38 PM]: ur one of the most pretiest gurls i have every seen in my life
ThPimpinDemHoez [10:41 PM]: guuuuuurl u is not ugly

I LOVE YOU GUYS SO FUCKIN MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!