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Well, it's time for a new layout and all. I feel so... hmm, whats the word... i will just stick with_ I C K Y!
I don't know why, latley i have juss seemed so0 damn cluttered... or fluttered.. or whatever, i'll go with the first one. I mean theres just to much to deal with, and its weird cus i have eliminated just about 90% of my friends. I mean.. yeah, thats exactly what i meant. I think it's time to get away, so thats what im gonna do.. for a while, people will be worried but.. it will make ME feel better finally. Im just sick of everything, and everyone ( just about ). I saw my councler today, and those people.. they make me feel uncomfortable, i don't even talk to her, i just say simple things, and she diagnoses me with all these problams. Well maybe i don't have all those problams, maybe i juss need some time for me.. and a break. All my friends latley.. and best friend, blames everything on me, all we do is fight.. and for every single little thing, she says is my fault. So.. im to the point where i just dont even wanna bother with her anymore. Shes juss so ugh latley, i hate it. But i love her to death and care to much for her, so no matter how poorly she treats me, we both know i wont walk away from her, Although she would be quick to say her go0dbyes if i treated her the way she treats me. This weekend marie beat the shit out of megan, it was wonderfull. I was so proud of her. Although i wasnt thrilled to see john there, it was great. LOl. i kinda missed bein in that crowd. When i was once best friends with most of them. It's wierd. Michele was there and she was so0 funny haha, she became my " mother " cus like savannahs mom
+ aunt told us all.. " that girl in the black shirt has no respect, i would beat the shit out of her if she was my daugher " yeah well maybe i didnt respect her cus shes a liar, a bitch, a hippacrit, and a gold diggen whore. Of course im not gonna be nice to someone whos yellin at my friends and that i dont like, HELLO COMMON FUCKIN SINCE. Anyways, Im just really sick of everything. Something bad comes of everything i do. So im just gonna go for a while. So.. i will update, when i get back, and ungrounded.
I don't know why, latley i have juss seemed so0 damn cluttered... or fluttered.. or whatever, i'll go with the first one. I mean theres just to much to deal with, and its weird cus i have eliminated just about 90% of my friends. I mean.. yeah, thats exactly what i meant. I think it's time to get away, so thats what im gonna do.. for a while, people will be worried but.. it will make ME feel better finally. Im just sick of everything, and everyone ( just about ). I saw my councler today, and those people.. they make me feel uncomfortable, i don't even talk to her, i just say simple things, and she diagnoses me with all these problams. Well maybe i don't have all those problams, maybe i juss need some time for me.. and a break. All my friends latley.. and best friend, blames everything on me, all we do is fight.. and for every single little thing, she says is my fault. So.. im to the point where i just dont even wanna bother with her anymore. Shes juss so ugh latley, i hate it. But i love her to death and care to much for her, so no matter how poorly she treats me, we both know i wont walk away from her, Although she would be quick to say her go0dbyes if i treated her the way she treats me. This weekend marie beat the shit out of megan, it was wonderfull. I was so proud of her. Although i wasnt thrilled to see john there, it was great. LOl. i kinda missed bein in that crowd. When i was once best friends with most of them. It's wierd. Michele was there and she was so0 funny haha, she became my " mother " cus like savannahs mom
+ aunt told us all.. " that girl in the black shirt has no respect, i would beat the shit out of her if she was my daugher " yeah well maybe i didnt respect her cus shes a liar, a bitch, a hippacrit, and a gold diggen whore. Of course im not gonna be nice to someone whos yellin at my friends and that i dont like, HELLO COMMON FUCKIN SINCE. Anyways, Im just really sick of everything. Something bad comes of everything i do. So im just gonna go for a while. So.. i will update, when i get back, and ungrounded.