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i really need something for my fucking depression.
and im so fucking angry right now
people say im the angryest person theyve ever met...but the thing is....they dont even know wut im actually like when im angry and flipping out on the world. they only know what i look like when im really stressed out combined with anger and hatred of school.
aaaany way this weekend sucked.
i cant find happyness.....i just cant.
and i cant help it. i cant help anything. life happens and it leaves me behind along with the past.
im fucking trapped here u assholes!
and all i wanted to do was to see lauren on saterday and actually have a good time with her and others.............and...i dunno i just wanted to do something that day.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!
im so fuckign angry god damnit and all i have to do now is fucking homework. jesus fucking christ!
the reason why friday sucked so much is becuase i felt trapped and depressed. and then saterday sucked and today was the worst mothers day ever.
i fucking hate holidays.
theyre only people searching for happiness and making up excuses of why we should all be nice and get along even if the fucking situations suck and everything is bullshit.
i dont even know wut im saying ANY MORE i just know thaT everything is complete bullshit right now.
i hate living.
i fucking hate it!!!!!!
god damnit i just wanted to see her and then she went o jamies cause i couldnt even call her.cause my phone doesnt work and there wasnt any ones phone i could use and i was atr the park and aaahhh im going insane and my parents suck and thgeres never an end to this fuckign sentance it just goes on and on and ona nd on and blllaaaahhhhhhhhhh.......i dont know wut to do any more i dont know wut to fucking do which is really really bad cause then i just kind of make myself do wut all the administration assholes tell me to do. even though i know its not benefitting my life in the long run at all even though they say it is.
FUCKERS!
GO FUCKING DIE AND ROT IN A FGUCKING DITCH ON THE SIDE OF THE FUCKING ROAD!
any way. i have nothing else to say besides fuck u and umm.....all the other complants and trants and confusion and wut ever else my life is filled with.
im sry i took up this prtescioius little amount of ur time...or of ur friends page....if im even on it......or wut ever.
common u can all blame me for something cant u?!?!
fuckers.
i hate this place.
i hope some crazy asshole from the middle east drops a fucking nuke on us.
blarg.
and im so fucking angry right now
people say im the angryest person theyve ever met...but the thing is....they dont even know wut im actually like when im angry and flipping out on the world. they only know what i look like when im really stressed out combined with anger and hatred of school.
aaaany way this weekend sucked.
i cant find happyness.....i just cant.
and i cant help it. i cant help anything. life happens and it leaves me behind along with the past.
im fucking trapped here u assholes!
and all i wanted to do was to see lauren on saterday and actually have a good time with her and others.............and...i dunno i just wanted to do something that day.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!
im so fuckign angry god damnit and all i have to do now is fucking homework. jesus fucking christ!
the reason why friday sucked so much is becuase i felt trapped and depressed. and then saterday sucked and today was the worst mothers day ever.
i fucking hate holidays.
theyre only people searching for happiness and making up excuses of why we should all be nice and get along even if the fucking situations suck and everything is bullshit.
i dont even know wut im saying ANY MORE i just know thaT everything is complete bullshit right now.
i hate living.
i fucking hate it!!!!!!
god damnit i just wanted to see her and then she went o jamies cause i couldnt even call her.cause my phone doesnt work and there wasnt any ones phone i could use and i was atr the park and aaahhh im going insane and my parents suck and thgeres never an end to this fuckign sentance it just goes on and on and ona nd on and blllaaaahhhhhhhhhh.......i dont know wut to do any more i dont know wut to fucking do which is really really bad cause then i just kind of make myself do wut all the administration assholes tell me to do. even though i know its not benefitting my life in the long run at all even though they say it is.
FUCKERS!
GO FUCKING DIE AND ROT IN A FGUCKING DITCH ON THE SIDE OF THE FUCKING ROAD!
any way. i have nothing else to say besides fuck u and umm.....all the other complants and trants and confusion and wut ever else my life is filled with.
im sry i took up this prtescioius little amount of ur time...or of ur friends page....if im even on it......or wut ever.
common u can all blame me for something cant u?!?!
fuckers.
i hate this place.
i hope some crazy asshole from the middle east drops a fucking nuke on us.
blarg.