i heart my mini ipod
i retwisted my ankle on julian's bday. yea i'm a genius.
is that not the most precious thing ever?
my little brother was so excited to become a two year old.
i stole that picture from hillx because i took all the pictures that day on my mom's camera and she is laggin' on the sharing.
hawaii is less than a week away. i am nervous. finally. i've never been on an airplane.. afraid? maybe.
i worked my ass off at the restaurant tonight getting everything clean and organized for the next few days.
i am hesitant to be happy because all it takes is neglect on zac's part and 'm back to step one. which is stupid.
and unacceptable. but how do i make him understand that?
...
tuesday was sort of my two year anniversary with joshua. if you've followed my life these past two years you'd understand why i say sort of. patience and hope and love, that's what i've got.
maybe not too much of the first one but a lot of the second and third.
everyone in the house is sleeping, even the fishes.
i couldn't imagine getting through the day with two hours of sleep, so i opted for no sleep at all.
starbucks CAFFIENE is going to be a good friend of mine tomorrow/today.
i've decided after all this time i hate my body, at least that's how i feel at this moment.
it was bound to happen right?
um. my ankle hurts.
is that not the most precious thing ever?
my little brother was so excited to become a two year old.
i stole that picture from hillx because i took all the pictures that day on my mom's camera and she is laggin' on the sharing.
hawaii is less than a week away. i am nervous. finally. i've never been on an airplane.. afraid? maybe.
i worked my ass off at the restaurant tonight getting everything clean and organized for the next few days.
i am hesitant to be happy because all it takes is neglect on zac's part and 'm back to step one. which is stupid.
and unacceptable. but how do i make him understand that?
...
tuesday was sort of my two year anniversary with joshua. if you've followed my life these past two years you'd understand why i say sort of. patience and hope and love, that's what i've got.
maybe not too much of the first one but a lot of the second and third.
everyone in the house is sleeping, even the fishes.
i couldn't imagine getting through the day with two hours of sleep, so i opted for no sleep at all.
starbucks CAFFIENE is going to be a good friend of mine tomorrow/today.
i've decided after all this time i hate my body, at least that's how i feel at this moment.
it was bound to happen right?
um. my ankle hurts.