Oct 28, 2003 07:15
josh broke up with me.
he keeps asking me if i'm alright and i keep telling him no.
the more i think about it, the more i cry.
the life we had. OUR house, OUR things..
it's all over.
last night i cried for 4 hours straight. finally he gave me a sleeping pill around 9 or 10 but i was awake and in bed staring at him by 2.
it just isn't fair. i gave him everything i had, and more.
and now i have to go to work.
he doesn't love me.