Dec 27, 2005 12:27
heyo
i hope everyone had a good christmas.mine was ok, i didnt get anything i wanted...but some people are worse off...so it'll be ok. lol.
my sister freaked out over her present. thats what my goal was. it was beautiful.
my christmas break thus far has been pretty good. i got to hang out with ash which is good because i only get to see her like..once or twice a year. i wish shed move back here.
weirdest thing ever, two of my friends are getting engaged. in like...the last twoish months...two of my friends have been married off. its so...weird...holy crap. one of them is to a guy she met at a random conference and he looked her up and came back up here to find her. she says shes happy and for it but, i dont know how else to react..other then to freak out. my other friend is just getting married off. two engagment parties for january. both of them are under 20...at least i get to go to two a-rab parties. those are really fun.
ive had that "feeling" lately. havent had this feeling in awhile. im missing lebanon so bad. like really, im dying to go there. i miss my friend so SO badly. i dont get to go this summer, and its the last summer one of my best friends lilo is going to beirut...because shes going to college in australia. its random..but yeah still, i wanted to go to see her. i guess now at least i have a reason to go to australia. hayth and kamal are coming back from canada..ado is refusing to go to college until i come to lebanon. which is also really weird and random. he graduated last year. my two favorite cousins are coming from england and france and leynn was supposed to come home with me...i dont know if shes going to get to come visit now. :( it sucks to want to be in two countries at one time. its a weird feeling. i want to be here because of eric and friends and stuff, but at the same time i want to leave. what do i do...aghhhhhhhhhh
i just had the funniest conversation with kris basler over racial stuff. he said that he was a bible thumper...and i was a sand nigger and that the jews were scroll rollers. totally cracked me up...
i wish my journal entries were more exciting. they've become extremely random.
love me! haha
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