ughhh
to cramps. that should be the title of a book. yep.
i am constantly searching for a full time nanny position, but sittercity just keeps disappointing me...everything is too far away. i signetd up for care.com, and babysitters.com, and there has been no such luck. it stinks cuz i feel that nanny seems to be the only job with some flexiblity and enough money to be able to go back to school. my plan is to be a nanny full time through the summer and even carry it on through the fall/winter and take night courses. its terrible that i cannot get financial aid unless i meet these requirements: the age of 25, have a child, be married, or be in the military. and my parents will not provide any info of themselves for financial aid cuz they dont want the government to know anything..? eh though my dad doesnt have any money to show right now, his business brings in tons of dough, so financial aid wouldnt help, even regardless of the initial problem of him not giving me that "tons of dough" for school. a loan i could do, but i need a co-signitare and parents nor sister will help. so being a full time nanny is my next option. its gonna be tough and its gonna be stressful but you gotta do what you gotta do.
my dad is not doing to well, its gonna be hard to move back in and see him rapidly going down hill. he had a bad episode the other night right before we celebrated my birthday. ughhh i get so frusterated with him. he says he goes to aa, but clearly he doesnt. you know obviously it would be bad, but the whole drinking situation wouldnt be as bad if he didnt have my little sister to still care for. cuz me and my brother can just leave when we are upset and we somewhat have a grasp on the concept and can fend for ourselves if god forbid anything ever did go wrong, but kendra is only 9, she needs her father.
done writing about it for now. tonight i went to see the hannah montana movie with my little sister, lisa, and her little cousin. it was alotta fun and i found myself singing along to just about every song with my sister. haha. getting my brakes fixed tomorrow, hopefully cuz they are grinding like crazy!!! but that means i gotta drive to revere bright and early...blah.
i gotta go to bed...bad cramps. goodnight
i am constantly searching for a full time nanny position, but sittercity just keeps disappointing me...everything is too far away. i signetd up for care.com, and babysitters.com, and there has been no such luck. it stinks cuz i feel that nanny seems to be the only job with some flexiblity and enough money to be able to go back to school. my plan is to be a nanny full time through the summer and even carry it on through the fall/winter and take night courses. its terrible that i cannot get financial aid unless i meet these requirements: the age of 25, have a child, be married, or be in the military. and my parents will not provide any info of themselves for financial aid cuz they dont want the government to know anything..? eh though my dad doesnt have any money to show right now, his business brings in tons of dough, so financial aid wouldnt help, even regardless of the initial problem of him not giving me that "tons of dough" for school. a loan i could do, but i need a co-signitare and parents nor sister will help. so being a full time nanny is my next option. its gonna be tough and its gonna be stressful but you gotta do what you gotta do.
my dad is not doing to well, its gonna be hard to move back in and see him rapidly going down hill. he had a bad episode the other night right before we celebrated my birthday. ughhh i get so frusterated with him. he says he goes to aa, but clearly he doesnt. you know obviously it would be bad, but the whole drinking situation wouldnt be as bad if he didnt have my little sister to still care for. cuz me and my brother can just leave when we are upset and we somewhat have a grasp on the concept and can fend for ourselves if god forbid anything ever did go wrong, but kendra is only 9, she needs her father.
done writing about it for now. tonight i went to see the hannah montana movie with my little sister, lisa, and her little cousin. it was alotta fun and i found myself singing along to just about every song with my sister. haha. getting my brakes fixed tomorrow, hopefully cuz they are grinding like crazy!!! but that means i gotta drive to revere bright and early...blah.
i gotta go to bed...bad cramps. goodnight