Im sorry.im sorry.im sorry.im sorry.im sorry.im sorry.im sorry.im sorry.im sorry.
Gahh.
i may have made the biggest mistake saying that yesterday..
and now i regret it so bad cause ur all i ever wanted and more.
i missed you
and i missed us.
i never want to go down that road ever.
i dont want to lose something this great.
i am really starting to appreciate you more and not take you for granted.
i love you more then i ever did,and i dont care what anyone says.
But you said you were ok with us being done...and i dont know if i can take that.
cause now it seems like you dont feel the same way i do.
I know ill cry myself to bed tonight.
But this will atleast make me stronger..and hopefull make us better.
I come to realize we're not perfect..and there will be bumps along the road.
and im willing to work it out,and not take the easy way out and run away from us.
I will stop being unreasonable,stupid,gay,and hot tempered.
And when i look back,at how we used to be,i know we could never be like that again.We werent as close as this then..We were scared to speak the truth..atleast i know i was.
I never intended for it to be like this,and to end up at such bad terms.
We are great together.. and i now that i look at it.. id die if we were apart.
Im glad we didnt break up,cause i know that would make us drift apart,and i cant stand to lose you..now or ever.
And i could never stand to see you with someone else...it would shatter my heart to pieces.
I dont want it to be too late though,i dont want for u to have already lost me and me still hanging on.
I want both of us to still be in it for what we always been in it for.
I want to be there for you..forever.
And i want the same from you
ugh...this makes sense to me and me only.
The end.
good night.
i may have made the biggest mistake saying that yesterday..
and now i regret it so bad cause ur all i ever wanted and more.
i missed you
and i missed us.
i never want to go down that road ever.
i dont want to lose something this great.
i am really starting to appreciate you more and not take you for granted.
i love you more then i ever did,and i dont care what anyone says.
But you said you were ok with us being done...and i dont know if i can take that.
cause now it seems like you dont feel the same way i do.
I know ill cry myself to bed tonight.
But this will atleast make me stronger..and hopefull make us better.
I come to realize we're not perfect..and there will be bumps along the road.
and im willing to work it out,and not take the easy way out and run away from us.
I will stop being unreasonable,stupid,gay,and hot tempered.
And when i look back,at how we used to be,i know we could never be like that again.We werent as close as this then..We were scared to speak the truth..atleast i know i was.
I never intended for it to be like this,and to end up at such bad terms.
We are great together.. and i now that i look at it.. id die if we were apart.
Im glad we didnt break up,cause i know that would make us drift apart,and i cant stand to lose you..now or ever.
And i could never stand to see you with someone else...it would shatter my heart to pieces.
I dont want it to be too late though,i dont want for u to have already lost me and me still hanging on.
I want both of us to still be in it for what we always been in it for.
I want to be there for you..forever.
And i want the same from you
ugh...this makes sense to me and me only.
The end.
good night.