grrr argh.

[x_xx_alex]

I just came to the realization today that even if i wanted to go back to being the way i was, i couldn't. I've come so far as a person, improved myself and my knowledge to the point where i can't be the way i was. i'd have to retrain myself. and i don't want that anyway. boo who i used to be. yay me now.

I'm so fucking tired.

my computer is so slow... i need to talk to someone who knows a lot about computers so i can make it fast again. ug, goodnight.