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i hate this... people are now starting to think that it's ridiculous that stan and i aren't talking yet. they're saying he's being immature. true as that may be, it doesn't change anything. i still want him to talk to me just as much as before. but they're right... we should be talking now. i said hi to him on aim... i felt so nervous even saying hi. he didn't say anything back. fuck, i just want this to be over. i need to do something before i just get super pissed off.