i should know my priorities...
Just the other day as I was walking home from a very tiring day at school...
I was making a mental list of all the papers and other school stuff I have to do within the week and the coming weeks.
There's a lot of things to do.
A LOT OF HARD THINGS TO DO.
ㅠ.ㅠ
For probably the second time in my entire college life, I stayed awake for more than 24 hours (well, I was awake for 36!) just to beat
deadlines and finish reports. That was in Tuesday-Wednesday last week.
I was very tired but I got to finish the things I needed to do and I felt a great accomplishment.
I thought to myself, "had I been this conscientious in my school works before, I probably have better grades now."
I was planning to do that same thing for this week just so I could finish everything BEFORE the boys come back.
So I can have lesser distractions when they make their 4th album promotions.
School, as a distraction? Now that I think about it, I've really got my priorities set wrong.
I'm a student first before I am a fangirl.
I should know that very well. But stubborn as I am, I always put fandoms before school.
I got away with it for more than 4 years, I even spent a whole year in Korea and had the time of my life, hadn't I?
I also went to other concerts and stuff even on school days... I was always itching to go home after every school hours just so I can go online and check what's up with the boys.
Now isn't that already too much play on my part?
But now I'm in my last year of college. I'm graduating next semester. I AM GRADUATING.
Only a few more months and I'm finally done with school. I can go see them whenever I want to and watch all their videos or log on to the internet the whole day. Now all I need is a little focus.
A little bit MORE focus.
I should know my priorities. I am a student first before I am a fangirl.
I'd love to be with the boys every step of the way, specially now that they've come back.
BUT I KNOW MY PRIORITIES. I am a student first before I am a fangirl.
A few more months, ey? I can do this.
So as of today, I promise to myself: I WILL NOT FANGIRL UNLESS I AM DONE WITH ALL THE THINGS I HAVE TO DO.
Yahaaaaaaz.
I was making a mental list of all the papers and other school stuff I have to do within the week and the coming weeks.
There's a lot of things to do.
A LOT OF HARD THINGS TO DO.
ㅠ.ㅠ
For probably the second time in my entire college life, I stayed awake for more than 24 hours (well, I was awake for 36!) just to beat
deadlines and finish reports. That was in Tuesday-Wednesday last week.
I was very tired but I got to finish the things I needed to do and I felt a great accomplishment.
I thought to myself, "had I been this conscientious in my school works before, I probably have better grades now."
I was planning to do that same thing for this week just so I could finish everything BEFORE the boys come back.
So I can have lesser distractions when they make their 4th album promotions.
School, as a distraction? Now that I think about it, I've really got my priorities set wrong.
I'm a student first before I am a fangirl.
I should know that very well. But stubborn as I am, I always put fandoms before school.
I got away with it for more than 4 years, I even spent a whole year in Korea and had the time of my life, hadn't I?
I also went to other concerts and stuff even on school days... I was always itching to go home after every school hours just so I can go online and check what's up with the boys.
Now isn't that already too much play on my part?
But now I'm in my last year of college. I'm graduating next semester. I AM GRADUATING.
Only a few more months and I'm finally done with school. I can go see them whenever I want to and watch all their videos or log on to the internet the whole day. Now all I need is a little focus.
A little bit MORE focus.
I should know my priorities. I am a student first before I am a fangirl.
I'd love to be with the boys every step of the way, specially now that they've come back.
BUT I KNOW MY PRIORITIES. I am a student first before I am a fangirl.
A few more months, ey? I can do this.
So as of today, I promise to myself: I WILL NOT FANGIRL UNLESS I AM DONE WITH ALL THE THINGS I HAVE TO DO.
Yahaaaaaaz.