Jul 08, 2007 21:28
Sometimes, holding hands isn't always the universal symbol of a relationship. Sometimes, I need a brace before my drunken stupor gets the best of me. Nothing more, nothing less. A whiskey groove doesn't signify anything more than a drunken dance. I don't like getting drunk around people who keep your guard up, where you have to be in a constant state of awareness of the things you say and the things you do. If I offer someone a meatball from the $2.99 spaghetti frozen dinner I purchased from the Mac's down the street, all I'm really offering you is a meatball. All I will ever offer you is a meatball. Partially because I was in a generous mood, and partially because they tasted like shit.
There is something refreshing about standing under the light of a street lamp that is operated by a city outside of your own town. Somehow, it shines differently on your hair. Sitting on the sidewalk of some unknown street feels different then if I was to place myself on the sidewalk outside my front door. Maybe if I close my eyes something different will happen. I can feel this going to a place where I don't want it to go, so this is the end for now.