whoaaa lifee
so i went to great escape. & it was so much fun, it was weird cause for a week it felt like that was my whole life right there ha & it was cool because there was nothing bad going on only good stuff & then was no temptation to drink or anything it was really cool. and the people were so awesome, i made alot of awesome friends & got alot closer with some of the ones i already have <3
i definitely cried alot more then i have in a while but it felt really good to just vent everything out thats been hurting//bothering me to people who i new actually cared & wanted to hear it , i loveee you guysss. but yah so i definitely thought alot of about my life & how i want it to be this week and i realized im not going to keep letting the same things bring me down anymore, because i dont deserve it anymore. :]]
eek but anyways this summer already owns & i cant wait to see what else is going to happen , ughh and i found out that vegas isnt for sure anymore because its a money issue so im really scared that its not going to happen & really sad. :[[[ life can be gayy ha
anywayss so thats pretty much an update since i never do it, ha & oh and the loveee life is super gay, i was pretty interested in this guy but i made myself kinda stop because i didnt wana raise my hopes up because hes definitely too hott//awesome//perfect for me haha.lame ?? i thinkkk so