Jul 23, 2006 16:45
I think I just had what is refered to as a defining moment. An epiphany, maybe. No, not an epiphany.
But anyway.
I realized that to have this amazingly wonderful relationship we've started last, I need to forgive my self, and let go of feelings for others that have been hiding and denying, and accept that they won't go away. Everyone I have ever met has had an impact on my life thus far, and has molded me into the form I take now. To deny those feelings, and hide those people away from me would be a betrayal to them, and to myself. So, OD SF JH RC RK VD[lol] I'm done pretending that you don't intrigue me. OD - The year wouldn't have been as good without you. Skipping your classes to be with me meant a lot to me, especially since they were music classes. SF, I forgive you for leading me on. One acts will not be forgotten soon. JH I'm still talking to you. June 3rd was a good day for us. If you had been ungrounded sooner, who knows what may've happened with us.
the other three I wish to remain more anonymous.