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Homefest 2k5: day 46

time can't fix it fast enough,
so we won't notice what it was that went wrong
I saw something there much too familiar
a butterfly with a broken wing
she's fallen under, she's past the end,
communication is down again
the scars have healed but they're back again

Being home has taught me: I'm not a good daughter.  I'm not a good

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verrrr

[jimbogatu]

ok, a few things wrong with this entry. the main component is all your falicies. you are not a bad daughter. you make time to hang out with your parents everytime they need you the most. you were there for your mother when she needed you with your grandma. you were with you dad when you found out that his mother had cancer. You still go to dinner with your dad almost everyday. its true jessi, your parents are always busy. your dad is always working, your mom and gary are out galibanting (new word of the day) either golfing or doing other strange things that require them to not get home until late.(i persoanlly think they are swingers.) i think your a great daughter cause you try as hard as your busy schedule to fit them in.
Alright, now you are an amazing worker. YOu are the only one who has worked there the longest. you are obviously doing a great job is they keep asking you back. its not your fault you dont want to work 7 days a week. and you thinking your a bad worker casue caroline yells at you? Caroline is crazy. who buys 300 cheap looking umbrellas? ffuuuccckkk that. Plus you look SUPER hot in your life guard uniform. that has to count for something.
A good relative? Who is? i dont know about everyone else, but i barely talk to any of my realtives. and true most of them live in greece, but a few live here and you would think i am closer to them. WRONG! plus you dont see them calling you up saying," hey jessi, whats up? i am fine. works going well, and you? that good. wanna go to dinner and catch up maybe sometimes, cause i thiunk that we have lost touch." the answer is no. you dont.
A bad friend. i wouldnt call you the bad friend. you have many friends. i know it. why wouldnt you. you are a great person to hang out with cause you are so much fun. i laugh constantly around you and i barely laugh at anything. (unless wedding crashers, cause that movie was hella hilarious!) All my friends love you and the group loves you. (i love you too, but ill talk about that later) trust me i know, that when they are out that you are top pick of one of the people they want to hang out with.

Re: verrrr part 2

[jimbogatu]

ok, maybe a bad student is true. but i am not surprised. YOU TOOK MICRO-ECONOMICS ONLINE! what did you expect. thats like learning Quantum Physics from jim janek. its impossible. i know kids who fdailed it and they actually went to the class every day, read the book, hell, i know some kids who cheated ont he tests , and still failed.(im not quite sure though if they failed because they got caught)If you need more time to study and do homework thats perfectly fine with me. i would be glad to.
Now this is the one subject i can totally argue with you and know i am right. the statement that you said you were a bad girlfriend. Well, i would have said that a year ago when you ignored me when you when off to college. yes, yes you were a bad girlfriend. so i dumped you. BUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT... i am not going to dump you at all. i am far from it. ever since we got back together i have felt that things are finally going great again for me. and its funny, when we broke up, i then "quit" my job, got into my car accident and then found out my car was totalled. i was feeling pretty low in life. before we even started going out again though i got a great job down town in the corporate offices of ohio savings, i found out that i was getting a free car, and yet still i didnt get outta that feeling that nothing goes my way. it wasnt until the morning at work when you texted me saying that you wished that you and i kissed the night before. I smiled sooooo much at work, and still havent stopped. you always say around people how lucky you are that you got a second chance with me. well i believe that i am even luckier because i get to be with the girl that i have dreamt about, thought about, and cared about ever since i met her. i love you jhessi, and if there is anything that i can do to help you become the all around perosn you want to be i am there to help. if you would like me to help fail your micro tests while you are out with the family, ill do it. if you want me to play ping pong while you are out with your mom alone, ill do it. i will even jump into your one piece bathing suit, go to work for you so you and your dad can go visit your relatives to see how they are. just know that i love you and even though i said this to you before ill say it again, Just know i am always here for you. no matter what. and i will kick the ass of every problem you have. ill punch it either in the face, cut its throat, or lethally inject any of your problems away.i love you jessi, and i think this is the longest blog comment i have ever left in my life. ill be terribly pissed if when i hit post comment it errors like it does to me numerous times. i miss you and i cant wait to see you later!
Love, Jim

Re: verrrr part 3

[jimbogatu]

oh, i guess theres a limit on how much you can wriote so i broke it up. oh, the line with me and ping pong was suppossed to mean with gary, so you can be alone with your mom.