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heh havent written in a while...
recent events
1. Aarons screwed... deans mom found out about when we all went to charlottes house n told his mom... hes not as grounded as i thought he would have been if his parents found out but hes grounded in a weird way... but he was already grounded b4 cuz of his grades n he had to raise them up b4 he could use the phone or aim on the weekdays... well he still has that just that now he cant spend the night at anyones house anymore and i cant see him as much as before.... which freeking blows n pisses me off... like he cant come over to my house as much as he usedto n if he does he can only come over for an hour n thats it... we cant go out alloneish anymore... so pretty much the only way i can see him is by going to his house on weekends... RARRRRRRR i hate this hes one of the only things left that keep me from going completly insane n bombing NPR n then flying to Italy to live with my grandparents and eat all day... but w.e... but not only am i being restriced from seeing him but i had to get a lecture from his mom about sneeking out n loosing her trust and she thinks we had sex... great huh? Shes like honestly convinced we had sex while we were there n she started talking about how we could screw up both of our lives n bla bla bla n that i should wait untill im married... n then she got into some personal info that i dont even know about my own mom.... im not getting into that one tho... ahhh im scared to meet parents in the first place but now i was actually gettin a lecture in the middle of a football game... i was about to shit my pants.... o speeking of football game...
2. Aarons a cripple... he managed to break his wrist in the first quarter in his game against gulf n then played for the rest of the game... idk how the hell he could do that cuz he knew it was actually broken but its all good... well not really but ooookkkk hopefully he gets the cast off before homecomming tho... moving on.
3. I got my homecomming dress... its red... n im pissed that i waited so long to get one cuz now theres prolly going to be like 3 other people with the same one... last year i got my dress over the summer n no one had it i was so happy lol... but yeah...
4. I saw dan the other night for the first time since feburary(?) i went to the varsity game on friday n he was there... i was sittin up in the bleachers n he was walking up n as soon as i saw him i gave one of those "o hell no y are you near me" looks and i think he got the point cuz he didnt talk to me all night (thank god) later on i actually saw him with another girl with her arms wrapped around him n i started laughing... i kinda felt bad for her tho i just hope hes not putting more people the shit i had to go through
5. i am a looser... well thats not recent lol but today i just realized how bad of a looser i actually am... running 2 miles was the highlight of my night... n thats sad...
but so heres how my actual day went
i did nothing all day :( i was supposed to go to aarons but then last miniutes he said he was going to ridgewoods hc... n during the day he went out a few place with his parents or w/e but from about 2ish(?) untill about 5 he was just kinda home n ended up going to rickys party... which i was supposed to go to but no one exactly told me when.. so when aaron got back from that he told me everyone was already there n they were like kinda running out of things to do i was just like w.e.... idk that pissed me off tho for sum reason cuz after that i was in one of those "fuck the world n everyone on it" moods eh so after that whole ordeal i did nothing... well ate but thast it n i didnt even want to... i talked to heather alot tho... n then i ran lol n honestly that put me in a good mood n its the only thing that could all day... it felt damn good tho cuz i havent ran that fast in sooo long... prolly not since track... lol cuz it was alll dark in my neiborhood n it scared the shit out of me so i ran like the fucking wind... but ya that was the best part of my day... eh just a lil bit ago i talked to aaron tho... sum girl tried unbuttoning his shirt n another girl jumped on him... great thing to add to my day :) n then he started saying i should have went n that i should have gone to his house n to rickys party with him... ERRR u kno its not like u could tell me earlier or anything....!!!!! hgudfj;ldjhdsgb;s!!!!!!! GAHHH sory that pissed me off! he expected me to just invite myself along n complained when i didnt? i dont get it? w.e im done complaining for now bubye
recent events
1. Aarons screwed... deans mom found out about when we all went to charlottes house n told his mom... hes not as grounded as i thought he would have been if his parents found out but hes grounded in a weird way... but he was already grounded b4 cuz of his grades n he had to raise them up b4 he could use the phone or aim on the weekdays... well he still has that just that now he cant spend the night at anyones house anymore and i cant see him as much as before.... which freeking blows n pisses me off... like he cant come over to my house as much as he usedto n if he does he can only come over for an hour n thats it... we cant go out alloneish anymore... so pretty much the only way i can see him is by going to his house on weekends... RARRRRRRR i hate this hes one of the only things left that keep me from going completly insane n bombing NPR n then flying to Italy to live with my grandparents and eat all day... but w.e... but not only am i being restriced from seeing him but i had to get a lecture from his mom about sneeking out n loosing her trust and she thinks we had sex... great huh? Shes like honestly convinced we had sex while we were there n she started talking about how we could screw up both of our lives n bla bla bla n that i should wait untill im married... n then she got into some personal info that i dont even know about my own mom.... im not getting into that one tho... ahhh im scared to meet parents in the first place but now i was actually gettin a lecture in the middle of a football game... i was about to shit my pants.... o speeking of football game...
2. Aarons a cripple... he managed to break his wrist in the first quarter in his game against gulf n then played for the rest of the game... idk how the hell he could do that cuz he knew it was actually broken but its all good... well not really but ooookkkk hopefully he gets the cast off before homecomming tho... moving on.
3. I got my homecomming dress... its red... n im pissed that i waited so long to get one cuz now theres prolly going to be like 3 other people with the same one... last year i got my dress over the summer n no one had it i was so happy lol... but yeah...
4. I saw dan the other night for the first time since feburary(?) i went to the varsity game on friday n he was there... i was sittin up in the bleachers n he was walking up n as soon as i saw him i gave one of those "o hell no y are you near me" looks and i think he got the point cuz he didnt talk to me all night (thank god) later on i actually saw him with another girl with her arms wrapped around him n i started laughing... i kinda felt bad for her tho i just hope hes not putting more people the shit i had to go through
5. i am a looser... well thats not recent lol but today i just realized how bad of a looser i actually am... running 2 miles was the highlight of my night... n thats sad...
but so heres how my actual day went
i did nothing all day :( i was supposed to go to aarons but then last miniutes he said he was going to ridgewoods hc... n during the day he went out a few place with his parents or w/e but from about 2ish(?) untill about 5 he was just kinda home n ended up going to rickys party... which i was supposed to go to but no one exactly told me when.. so when aaron got back from that he told me everyone was already there n they were like kinda running out of things to do i was just like w.e.... idk that pissed me off tho for sum reason cuz after that i was in one of those "fuck the world n everyone on it" moods eh so after that whole ordeal i did nothing... well ate but thast it n i didnt even want to... i talked to heather alot tho... n then i ran lol n honestly that put me in a good mood n its the only thing that could all day... it felt damn good tho cuz i havent ran that fast in sooo long... prolly not since track... lol cuz it was alll dark in my neiborhood n it scared the shit out of me so i ran like the fucking wind... but ya that was the best part of my day... eh just a lil bit ago i talked to aaron tho... sum girl tried unbuttoning his shirt n another girl jumped on him... great thing to add to my day :) n then he started saying i should have went n that i should have gone to his house n to rickys party with him... ERRR u kno its not like u could tell me earlier or anything....!!!!! hgudfj;ldjhdsgb;s!!!!!!! GAHHH sory that pissed me off! he expected me to just invite myself along n complained when i didnt? i dont get it? w.e im done complaining for now bubye