me and tom split.

Oct 16, 2005 00:17

yes, i am single.
and no, i'm not at all happy about it.
well tonight tom found out i had skipped.. i didn't lie about it, i told him ive skipped about 10 times and my friend said that i skipped science 5 times, so he thinks i have been lying. i can understand why he would think that because in the past i have skipped soo much.
anyway, he broke up with me.
he said he's had enough and that i need to prove myself to him.
i called him and he asked to listen in while i told my parents that i lied to them and that i have been skipping, and that tom broke up with me because of it, and that on monday i am going to confess to the principal that i have been skipping and ask to go on tracking.
my parents took it well..they could see that i was upset about our break up and they were happy i had come clean.
im happy i did too.
right after we got off the phone and i got straight to work.
in 45 minutes ive thoroughly completed my history letter, my english article, my careers cover letter, and im half-way through my careers resume.
i am so determined to do this.
on monday i am going to mr.roan and telling him ive been skipping & ask to go on tracking. im going to tell him tom wanted me to do this for myself (he'll be glad because he is close friends with toms mother) and yeah i'm going to make everything right.
im going to go to every single class with not even ONE absense for a month.
than im goign to show my tracking sheets to tom, and than he said there is only a slight chance we will get back together.

so you may be asking yourself.. why would Alissa go through all of this if theres a slim chance in the end that they'll even get back together?

Answer: because Alissa loves him.

we've been through too much to let this get me down. tom and i arent going to see eachother or talk for a month (its october 15th.. so not until the 15th of november)
i said to him.. "so on november 15th expect a knock on your door"
and he said "yeh we'll see if i answer it"
but im still going to go to his house..if he doesnt answer it ill slip it under his door or something.. anything i can do to prove im dead serious about this.

and just to let you all know.. this is serious. we are not on break. we are officialy broken up. i am single. i really hate it though. i'm going to be sad and lonely on my birthday..but i deserve it.

so im going to get back to work now
i just thought id inform you all on how great it's going to be that im turning my school shit around
see ya!
Previous post Next post
Up