fuuuuuck
im gaining soooo much weight.
you'd think the fact that i now have a boyfriend id watch what i eat but ive let it all go..ive pigged out the past 5 days and gained like 3-4 pounds.. fuck.
im so mad, but its my own fault for becoming a fatass.. ill now go cry about my weight in the corner like an emo kid.
today was aiiight..it was a shortened day which was good. it was also janice's bday, she dyed her hair black and it looks SO damn gude.
today marie was rubbing tom all over my face, mentioning him, bringing him up in conversation. than she has the nerve to ask if i can take her to toms party on friday..biznatch.
afterwards im sleeping over at sams so thank GOD marie cant ask me to stay over at my place cuz i have an exuse.
but about the whole party thing im gonna be honest, theres a part of me that doesn't want to go. tom said if i felt uncomfurtable he'd blow it off and we could chill but there's no way id ever do that to him. the only reason im having second thoughts is because last time when me & him were stoned his friends were trying to get us to like fuck infront of them, and when tom went to the washroom they tried to get me to take off my clothes so god only knows what they're going to say when its his BIRTHDAY. but whatever ill go just cuz i love him.
umm well the so far plans for this weekend are; tom & i chilling tomorow after school, wednsday & thursday after school. friday after school going straight to sams with heather, than toms party. sleeping at sams. chilling with tom during day on sat, who knows whats happening at night.
ive been neglecting my other friends for tom so im trying to keep my weekends open as much as possible.. ayaaaa. lmfao dont ask.
well im gonna go eat somemore.. yippe.. but ill update laytah if anything intresting happens. or if laura, bianca, karrie, or ali grows a penis..
you'd think the fact that i now have a boyfriend id watch what i eat but ive let it all go..ive pigged out the past 5 days and gained like 3-4 pounds.. fuck.
im so mad, but its my own fault for becoming a fatass.. ill now go cry about my weight in the corner like an emo kid.
today was aiiight..it was a shortened day which was good. it was also janice's bday, she dyed her hair black and it looks SO damn gude.
today marie was rubbing tom all over my face, mentioning him, bringing him up in conversation. than she has the nerve to ask if i can take her to toms party on friday..biznatch.
afterwards im sleeping over at sams so thank GOD marie cant ask me to stay over at my place cuz i have an exuse.
but about the whole party thing im gonna be honest, theres a part of me that doesn't want to go. tom said if i felt uncomfurtable he'd blow it off and we could chill but there's no way id ever do that to him. the only reason im having second thoughts is because last time when me & him were stoned his friends were trying to get us to like fuck infront of them, and when tom went to the washroom they tried to get me to take off my clothes so god only knows what they're going to say when its his BIRTHDAY. but whatever ill go just cuz i love him.
umm well the so far plans for this weekend are; tom & i chilling tomorow after school, wednsday & thursday after school. friday after school going straight to sams with heather, than toms party. sleeping at sams. chilling with tom during day on sat, who knows whats happening at night.
ive been neglecting my other friends for tom so im trying to keep my weekends open as much as possible.. ayaaaa. lmfao dont ask.
well im gonna go eat somemore.. yippe.. but ill update laytah if anything intresting happens. or if laura, bianca, karrie, or ali grows a penis..