Life is no smooth sail

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Sunday was a bad day! I had to swim in a swim-a-thon for the united way. Then I had to meet with my boss. So they stuck me next to like a swim star and of course me being me, i didnt want to look slow, so for that whole hour, i was struggling to keep up with chad. Then Wendy was really happy with my work performance, so that was good. But I had to walk back in the cold with wet hair, sore, and tired. Whent out with alice,nate,carrie,and wayne for pizza at Mascar and i bought that place out with my dinning dollars. lol. I had $80.00 left and i have to spend it before i leave next week. Called caleb when I got back. Worst conversation i have ever had in my whole life. It was him reminding me that i am not perfect and he decided that i should know all of my imperfections. So he told me that i am fat, and i am going to keep getting fatter, i am a stupid slut, cant keep my legs closed, selfish, and i have No friends. Oh yeah, and the reason we cant handle a long term relationship is because of my dad. I hate it when people talk about my dad. God!!! Then he had his stupid friends call me and tell me that i am a fat slut. It was the worst. I never thought someone that once told you they loved you could ever say thing like that to you.

Its a good thing that i have great firends up here. I love them, they are getting me through this. carrie, sami, mandi, alilce,nate,wayne, and travis. They really are the best. So tomorrow is the basketball game, then friday is the Christmas cheer party, alices friend Jenna is coming up :) Saturday is the hockey game and going out dancing, maybe. A girls got to keep her mind off things....