Love is red, the rose on your coffin door.

Mar 08, 2005 15:57

Alright. *ahem* I have a large announcement that I believe deserves The Announcement Song:

Announcements, announcements, announcements!
A terrible way to die, a terrible way to die
A terrible way to die, a most terrible way to die!
Announcements, announcements, announcements!
Words of wisdom, words of wisdom
here they come, here they come
many words of wisdom
many words of wisdom
dum dum dum
dum
dum
dum...

Saturday night, I wrote an entry complaining about any asshole boy that I've been involved with. Towards the end, I bitched about Bevin and Jesse. The next day, I read back over it and was like ...whoooooa. I couldn't believe all the mean stuff I'd said! I don't hate/dislike either, I wasn't mad. They were just people I could blame for PMS angst I was feeling. I considered deleting the entry because it was all a bunch of latentangerBS, but then I thought: No one even reads this. Ha ha ha, no one will know the rantings of my PMS-crazed mind. Who cares?

Right, guys? No one besides my circle of friends reads this. Right? Right?!?

Wrong. Wrongwrongwrongwrongwrongwrong. Wrong times twenty million.

This morning, Bevin sat down and told me someone sent her the entry. Lord, that was embarrassing beyond words. We don't even know each other and she thought I was ready to kill her or something! Anyway, it's apparent that other people outside of my circle of friends read this. Kind of makes me nervous about entries past...

After considering the embarrassing moment this morning, I've come to several conclusions:

-I sincerely apologize to anyone who I've negatively mentioned in an entry. I assure you that I don't hate you. I don't hate anyone- you could get on my nerves, but that would've been established outside of a blog community so it's not news or anything. For me, this was where I turned when in a pissed-off mood. People pissing you off, Leah? Life not going your way? Suffering from PMS angst? Just feel free to rant in me, your online journal!
-I will be getting a new livejournal that is FRIENDS ONLY. That way, I'll really know that only my circle of friends is reading this and so that I don't start anything else (this morning wasn't the first time)
-I will stop writing in all other blogs

So that's about it. *whew* Told you it was worthy of the announcement song!

Hope to have the username up so you guys can add me to friends XD Off to format another livejournal...
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