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charlie is being a jerk. i wish sometimes he would listen to what i say and take it into consideration. it makes me so mad like he has no idea. i wish that he could see a lot of things from my point of view. he needs to realize a bunch of things!!! i cant take a lot of things that he does. it just makes me to a point where i question a lot of things. and i dont like doing that at all. i love him way to much to be questioning anything right now. he means almost the world to me and if anything was to happen b/w us i probably wouldnt know what i would do. i dont know what id do without him. hes just that important to me you know... its hard...but i think if we both thought about things and thought about how each of us felt then we wouldnt be fighting non-stop or anything like that. we need to learn to look at things not just through our own eyes but through each others. it would make everything so much simpler. i wish it was as easy done as it is said.