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i've decided how much i actually hate life... it's pointless.
why is there life? ... to live? But whats the point in living? ... to suffer. You endure the most painful things in life and get nothing out of it in return in the long run.
this weekend was amazing and horrible at the same time.
Friday- found out my boyfriend didnt love me anymore. Went to Ethan's cub scout thing with Danielle Anderson and then work. Danielle slept over and we smoked.
Saturday- was supposed to hang out with Shelley, Lauren M., and Lauren A. But didn't. Lenny was supposed to come over. But didn't. Hung out with Little Ed and Danielle all day and then drank at my house.
Sunday- hung out with Danielle and Julie all day. Jay Hanks picked us up at my hosue and we drove around for a little bit, then went to his house. Got dropped off at 10 and stayed at Jim's till 10:30. Me and Jim broke up. Lovely end to the weekend.
why is there life? ... to live? But whats the point in living? ... to suffer. You endure the most painful things in life and get nothing out of it in return in the long run.
this weekend was amazing and horrible at the same time.
Friday- found out my boyfriend didnt love me anymore. Went to Ethan's cub scout thing with Danielle Anderson and then work. Danielle slept over and we smoked.
Saturday- was supposed to hang out with Shelley, Lauren M., and Lauren A. But didn't. Lenny was supposed to come over. But didn't. Hung out with Little Ed and Danielle all day and then drank at my house.
Sunday- hung out with Danielle and Julie all day. Jay Hanks picked us up at my hosue and we drove around for a little bit, then went to his house. Got dropped off at 10 and stayed at Jim's till 10:30. Me and Jim broke up. Lovely end to the weekend.