Oct 04, 2004 10:11
so im sitting here, home from school, sick, listening to time. and you know what im doing? reading everyones journals and you know what i realized. we're miserable. all of us. everyone we hang out with is so unhappy nowadays.
my two best friends that meant so much to me, are gone. atleast i still get to see chrissy on the weekends. i think about how everything used to be & i miss the memories, the happiness, just everything. but the only thing i really want outta that is that happiness again. just that feeling i used to get just from being near everyone. everythings so different now. but ive learned to accept that.
but i cant accept the fact that we're all such good friends and we're miserable because of each other.
... i just want to be hapy again ...
i <3 you's & we miss you chrissy
xo,
hill