Colors...
Right now it's 1:51 PM. It's been about 31 hours since I've last slept, things feel weird, and I feel like writing.
Last night was probably one of the most amazing nights ever. I'm not going to write every little detail, as that would take too long, but instead some things that stuck out in my mind.
We saw some creepy girls, there was either three or four. Picture them standing in the middle of nowhere, pitch black. All that's beneath you in a dirt road, to the left black, and then you look up. You see some girls standing against a red car sharing a cigarette. They looked like zombies.
Anyways, we stayed up all night, time fast forwarded to about 6 AM and we decided to walk around outside. It was cloudy but enough light shown through to see it. Everything was so vivid, ever color seemed to stand out from eachother. The grass, houses, red shoes, everything seemed a world apart except connected.
Then to top it all off, it started to rain. It was pouring but it never got dark, still sunny, still colorful. So we took shelter under some trees and watched the rain for a little and went back inside.
I guess I'm ranting, but it was probably the weirdest night I've ever experienced, but in a good, life-changing way. To anyone who's ever seen Garden State or Lost in Translation, maybe you can see what I'm saying. If you really get into the movies, you feel sad, spaced out, you get shivers all over, but all at the same time there is a sense of happiness that remains overcoming the sadness, although that is still crashes over you like a wave. That's what the night felt like. Euphoria, as Ben put it. I never felt so alone but connected together in all my life.
I figure no one will read this anyways, but I needed to post this. Needed.
Last night was probably one of the most amazing nights ever. I'm not going to write every little detail, as that would take too long, but instead some things that stuck out in my mind.
We saw some creepy girls, there was either three or four. Picture them standing in the middle of nowhere, pitch black. All that's beneath you in a dirt road, to the left black, and then you look up. You see some girls standing against a red car sharing a cigarette. They looked like zombies.
Anyways, we stayed up all night, time fast forwarded to about 6 AM and we decided to walk around outside. It was cloudy but enough light shown through to see it. Everything was so vivid, ever color seemed to stand out from eachother. The grass, houses, red shoes, everything seemed a world apart except connected.
Then to top it all off, it started to rain. It was pouring but it never got dark, still sunny, still colorful. So we took shelter under some trees and watched the rain for a little and went back inside.
I guess I'm ranting, but it was probably the weirdest night I've ever experienced, but in a good, life-changing way. To anyone who's ever seen Garden State or Lost in Translation, maybe you can see what I'm saying. If you really get into the movies, you feel sad, spaced out, you get shivers all over, but all at the same time there is a sense of happiness that remains overcoming the sadness, although that is still crashes over you like a wave. That's what the night felt like. Euphoria, as Ben put it. I never felt so alone but connected together in all my life.
I figure no one will read this anyways, but I needed to post this. Needed.