All Night.
I've been up all night. I can't sleep. I've been thinking about Lilli the whole time. I want to be with her and I'll wait if that's what I have to do. She's everything I've been looking for and I can't let that go...I won't let myself let that go. I talked to her on the phone earlier and I honestly haven't laughed that hard or that long in a long time. She makes me happy and smile without even trying. I wouldn't have to be going through this right now if I hadn't have been so stupid the first time around and I hate myself for it. I'll be here...open for her, even if that leaves me vulnerable. I have to somehow show her that I am, but I don't know how.
Here's something I just finished up for her in Paint Shop Pro. Haven't given it to her yet seeing as though it's 5 in the AM, but I will later.
Here's something I just finished up for her in Paint Shop Pro. Haven't given it to her yet seeing as though it's 5 in the AM, but I will later.