All the pain that I thought i knew:
Something just isnt right, I can feel it inside, truth isnt far behind me you cant deny. when I turn the lights out, when i close my eyes reality overcomes me. Im living a lie. when Im alone I feel so much better and when I am around you I dont feel at all! But what I just didnt know is that when I am around you I feel something that I havent before. A feeling unexplainable, I wish I could just try to reason out the way I feel but its impossible. I know I will never hear your voice again, not the voice that you use everyday, the voice that you only use with me. The one that shows how much you care, how much you love and how much...how much I just dont understand.
Lifes rough get a helmet!
Back to reality:
Have you ever seen somebody that looked so familiar but when you said something to them they thought you were crazy? Well I swear thats how people look at me everyday. I could walk down the street and so many people just give me this awkward look like they know what i am thinking and it scares the shit out of them. I hate that feeling, like someones watching you and have a look of disguest on their face... It drives me CRAZY!! I hate that feeling that someone can sense your emptiness, they can sense that your lost inside.
I dont want to fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you. I dont want to talk about it and I dont want a conversation I just want to cry in front of you. and I dont want to talk about it cauz Im in love with you.
Lifes rough get a helmet!
Back to reality:
Have you ever seen somebody that looked so familiar but when you said something to them they thought you were crazy? Well I swear thats how people look at me everyday. I could walk down the street and so many people just give me this awkward look like they know what i am thinking and it scares the shit out of them. I hate that feeling, like someones watching you and have a look of disguest on their face... It drives me CRAZY!! I hate that feeling that someone can sense your emptiness, they can sense that your lost inside.
I dont want to fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you. I dont want to talk about it and I dont want a conversation I just want to cry in front of you. and I dont want to talk about it cauz Im in love with you.