Mar 14, 2010 01:08
Title: 50 Sentences
Fandom: Original
Characters/Pairings: Kaelyn/Various (Mostly Nox)
Rating: G-R
Summary: 50 sentences about Kaelyn's life; past, present, and future.
#01 - Comfort ➝ Comfort was invented for people with guilty consciences to use as a cop-out; Kaelyn didn't believe she could ever be comforted.
#02 - Kiss ➝ It never stopped at a kiss, Kaelyn's primal desires would never allow her such self-control as she took all Nox had to offer.
#03 - Soft ➝ Nox realized far too late that there really wasn't a soft part of the girl before him, despite what her soft skin may have lead him to believe.
#04 - Pain ➝ That burning sensation most people felt when breathing in crisp air too quickly didn't exist for Kaelyn, pain was constant part of her world that was no longer acknowledged anymore.
#05 - Potatoes ➝ If she never saw another potato in her life, it would be too soon.
#06 - Rain ➝ Kaelyn didn't realize how much she missed the rain until she realized it never rained in Agkelos, not with the country far above that chaos.
#07 - Chocolate ➝ Kaelyn still hasn't learned the name of that food Nox tries to feed her when wanting to create a mood.
#08 - Happiness ➝ Her body rejected any form of happiness it could possibly have the instant it realized what was happening.
#09 - Telephone ➝ The phone sits in the bottom of her favorite lake, thrown there in a fit of fury at having realize Nox was never going to call her back once he had left her alone in Neo-Parsa for two years.
#10 - Ears ➝ Kaelyn could cut off her left ear and not even miss the useless appendage, it was dead to her anyways.
#11 - Name ➝ She didn't know what it meant, she didn't know if anyone shared it, but she did know it belonged to her and it was the one thing they would never take back from her.
#12 - Sensual ➝ That thing Nox calls her moaning when he's got her pinned to the bed and for once in his life, takes more control than her.
#13 - Death ➝ Death never scared her until Nox came along; now it haunts her every waking moment.
#14 - Sex ➝ Kaelyn only laughs during sex or sparring; she still hasn't figured out what that's supposed to mean.
#15 - Touch ➝ Kaelyn never knew that touching Nox would feel a million times better than kicking someone's teeth in.
#16 - Weakness ➝ She used to have none, but now she has too many and for the first time in her life.... Kaelyn knows what fear is.
#17 - Tears ➝ Tears fell when Nox left her and when Jeans died; and she never cried again.
#18 - Speed ➝ Kaelyn never really learned to slow things down, with Nox she was always too fast to tear his clothes off and throw him on the bed.
#19 - Wind ➝ Elytheria be damned, she hated the fucking wind... but maybe a little less each day.
#20 - Freedom ➝ Even when she never has to look at another Tower again her number will forever mark her as property of Neo-Parsa; she'll never know what freedom really is.
#21 - Life ➝ Hers is a wasted life that she watches wilt each day as her stomach grows more and more and she realizes she has nothing to offer to her newborn babe.
#22 - Jealousy ➝ It swells in her like a scream that threatens to shatter the peace of Agkelos every time Queen Seline introduces the prince to another girl who will always be better than Kaelyn.
#23 - Hands ➝ Hands were made to kill, but Kaelyn now knew they were made for so much more and she could barely keep hers to herself when alone with her Prince.
#24 - Taste ➝ Her hearing went in an explosion, her taste died that day too; when you see death every day nothing has taste anymore.
#25 - Devotion ➝ Why can't Kaelyn seem to trust that Nox won't leave her when he's shown her nothing but true devotion?
#26 - Forever ➝ Nothing was forever, no one knew that better than the murderess.
#27 - Blood ➝ She couldn't get it off of her, it stained her skin and drew all eyes to her as she sat at the dinner table with the nobles of Agkelos.
#28 - Sickness ➝ Nox would never understand how severe Kaelyn's mental sickness was until he found her on the ground outside Emma's home screaming that the dead wouldn't stop touching her.
#29 - Melody ➝ How she could sit for hours, content with the melody Nox had written them and played on his flute.
#30 - Star ➝ The first time Kaelyn saw a real star, she nearly cried.
#31 - Home ➝ There would never be a place for her to call home, not Emma's home, not Parsa, never Neo-Parsa, not even Agkelos; she might as well have been homeless.
#32 - Confusion ➝ When he told her she'd have to become a part of the Royal Family to stay permanently in Agkelos Kaelyn never realized he was asking her to marry him.
#33 - Fear ➝ Her fear wasn't of killing Nox, she always knew some day somehow she would be the one that drove him to death with her own bare hands, it was the when that scared her.
#34 - Lightning/Thunder ➝ Kaelyn dreamed of being as free as lightning, but realized she would always be chasing or be chased by thunder.
#35 - Bonds ➝ Nox had this thing about tying Kaelyn to the bed and blindfolding her.
#36 - Market ➝ ".... No, I will never call it the market because that sounds like we're playing house.... STOP GRINNING LIKE AN IDIOT!"
#37 - Technology ➝ Technology could fuck itself for all Kaelyn cared, she was done with it.
#38 - Gift ➝ Why did Nox continue to give her so many when she had nothing to offer him?
#39 - Smile ➝ Kaelyn hated that that stupid smile of Nox's would always calm her down when she just wanted to be angry for five seconds.
#40 - Innocence ➝ Kaelyn had it once, and Neo-Parsa stole it.
#41 - Completion ➝ Kaelyn always promised Nox that the end of their war was coming, but she always knew she'd never stop fighting.
#42 - Clouds ➝ If Kaelyn had to look at one more cloud she swore she was going to punch the nearest wall.
#43 - Sky ➝ The sky was blue... Kaelyn had never known this under the black dome of Neo-Parsa.
#44 - Heaven ➝ If there was one, Kaelyn was never going to see it.
#45 - Hell ➝ Kaelyn knew this was the place she'd be seeing one day.
#46 - Sun ➝ She could kill a Hunter in less than ten minutes without a single scratch on her.... but the sun burned her after ten minutes of too much exposure; Kaelyn found a delicious irony in that.
#47 - Moon ➝ Fingers tangled in midnight black hair, admiring the way the moon reflected off Nox's gentle eyes as he watched her after their passionate moment on the blacony.
#48 - Waves ➝ Kaelyn had once imagined drowning herself in Thalassa's waves when she realized she destroyed more lives than she saved.
#49 - Hair ➝ If Nox wouldn't pitch a fit about it she'd have cut it all off years ago.
#50 - Supernova ➝ The end of the war made a supernova look like a child playing with smoke bombs.