slacckerrrz
its only september and im ALREADY slacking. wow... haha, it still feels like summer. why?! i think im having too much fun in school? gayx10. nah but seriously. Goal: GET MYSELF TOGETHER BY OCTOBER, yeah i can do it. i think i have SOME confidence... i just need to stop caring so much about what everyone else thinks and do what makes me feel good. i NEED to get into college seriously. (this is me attempting to be OPTIMISTIC, its kinda sad.) anway, im really scared i might not get into some GOOD college, at least a college i want. WHY did i give up so fast? oh yeah, THAT's right.. DISTRACTIONS. hmm..that was MY fault.
this is so random-to my friends
im so sorry for not being nicer, sweeter, kinder, more patient, more understanding, and more caring. im sorry for saying too much and sometimes too less. i apologize for blacking out and catching mood swings constantly. i also apologize for being too opinionated and saying mean things.
screw it.. im doing ME.