I'm melting in your eyes
Fuck.Fuck.Fuck
I wish this project would just dissapear. Argh, so frustrating. It's so ajsdhaueiru right when we got back to school from intersession. -_- Oh well..other plans are canceled. Hopefully i will finish half of this so i'll be able to atend the fashion show. (;
Okay. So why am i worried. I could just give up. I just DONT. He just hates me i think and YOU... are confusing me. I mean i was like, i'll wait. I'm so tired of that. I mean, i can go off being single. Which i am, yet i am still clung to you. I mean i didnt want to continue that relationship with him all because of you. You act different round friends towards me and act different when we're together. I think thats natural for guys in my theory. Your nice and i know that. Hopeful. That's what i am. But i'm afaid to be crushed again. Esp if your the one crushing me. So im thinking whats it mean? I wont do -anything- to be with you. Not that crazy. Some people tell me to get over you. They say your not worth it. I swear, your worth it. I dont want to forget you. I just cant. Yeah we're friends. I'm just glad for that. I'll keep my head up
Sorry for the rant guys, i just need to type things out.
I wish this project would just dissapear. Argh, so frustrating. It's so ajsdhaueiru right when we got back to school from intersession. -_- Oh well..other plans are canceled. Hopefully i will finish half of this so i'll be able to atend the fashion show. (;
Okay. So why am i worried. I could just give up. I just DONT. He just hates me i think and YOU... are confusing me. I mean i was like, i'll wait. I'm so tired of that. I mean, i can go off being single. Which i am, yet i am still clung to you. I mean i didnt want to continue that relationship with him all because of you. You act different round friends towards me and act different when we're together. I think thats natural for guys in my theory. Your nice and i know that. Hopeful. That's what i am. But i'm afaid to be crushed again. Esp if your the one crushing me. So im thinking whats it mean? I wont do -anything- to be with you. Not that crazy. Some people tell me to get over you. They say your not worth it. I swear, your worth it. I dont want to forget you. I just cant. Yeah we're friends. I'm just glad for that. I'll keep my head up
Sorry for the rant guys, i just need to type things out.