Strange Behavior

[x_trueblonde_x]

I visited Rutgers for a night and then NYU for the rest of the weekend. It was a lot of fun, but weird things happened. I did the normal college thing, but I also did something I never thought I would do. Well, maybe not never would do, but something I never thought I would be able to do. To me it never was a bad thing, I mean maybe in excess it could be, but once in a while I figure it is okay. I guess I always wanted to do it, and it was something I wanted to check off my list of things to do in my life, but for some reason I don't know why it is so bad. I mean, it really was not the big deal people make it out to be. Is it bad that I could see myself doing it again? Maybe in a few weekends? I don't think it is, because I won't be doing by myself, just with other people. Does this make me a bad person? I don't think so. But one of my friends already found out and she was not happy, but can I blame her?

Will I do it again, probably...should I...I'm not sure. But whatever happenes, I will deal with it. Life is for livign it up right...not sitting and watching it go by. I was always pretty much a good girl, but now I am breaking away from it. Do I care, no. Should I, probably. Will people find out, I really don't care.