May 12, 2004 23:47
I was going to write about Nick Berg yesterday while I searched for the video for about an hour and a half but i never got to..
I couldn't find it anywhere..
But after reading Justin's journal I asked him to send it to me
I wasn't going to watch it tonight because I feel dizzy and I figured it wouldn't help any, but curiousity got the best of me..
It's pretty poor quality video and I didn't have the sound too high since everyone's sleeping but it was still a little upsetting
And it's creepy to know that it isn't a movie and this real person who was just sitting and talking to the camera is now dead..
and that his head is actually separated from his body
and that i watched his life come to an end
it's a little creepy to think about right before I go to sleep
i'm used to the pictures on rotten.com and stuff..
they don't bother me..
they're mutilated but dead...
but this is the first time i've actually WATCHED someone be mutilated AND die..
it's strange..i'm still stuck on the fact that it was a real living person..
the gore itself didn't gross me out..just the fact that this guy was alive in the beginning of the video
Well going to go pray (..I have to ask Amy how to..) for Nick Berg before I go to sleep..
cuz my "bedtime" is now 12am..ugh
well i'll be awake but not on the comp..
bye