so fed up...
god im so tired. they changed my work hours. i was workin 8-4. Now they got me workin mon-fri from 8am to 7:45pm (sometimes 8pm if we get walk-ins) and then every sat morning from 7am to 3pm. i swear i've worked my ass off this summer. but it pays, cuz pay day is damn good. i make a little over 9bucks and hr. and all thoses hrs. but i think during the school year im gonna get a job bein a waitress at a pub or something and save up money to take some nursein classes so i can start makein 15 bucks an hr working at the doc office.
other than bein tired and comming home late and not bein able to go to the gym, i've been bitchy. like i feel like shit if i don't get to go to the gym, and it sucks cuz i get off work late and the gym closes at 8pm G-H-E-Y GAY!!!!!!! yea that is what i say. so by the time i leave work and drive to the gym change into workout cloths i got only like 15mins. but whoop!!!
i felt like blowin up on someone and gettin drunk. so far i did one out of the two. i blew up on my step dad. he was on my ass about damn dishes and laundry and garbuage. so i said "ur laazy ass was home all day why the hell didn't you do it, i mean shit you made half the mess". he didn't like that too much. then he said well i do the lawn. and i drive all day. i said tuff shit, were all a family and i think mom and i do more than out share and its ur turn to finally do something other than watch tv. then he said well i pay bills then i said well i pay rent. then he said if you don't like it there is the door. then i was scared to say it and almost didn't but i was to the point where if i didn't say it i would of never said it, so i said well the same goes for you, there is the door don't let it hit you in the ass! there was a moment of silence, and the look in my parents eyes was priceless!!! i felt kinda good. needless to say i still got stuck doin the laundry but he did the dishes and took out the trash!
then him and my mom went for a walk with a few beers they took my sister i think they went to someones house or something. i know im gonna get it when they come home!!
so far im on my 3 mar-ga-rita. im kinda feelin it but i think i need 2 more.
pretty pissed my O.A.R dvd is broken my sister scratched it and now it won't play.
so now im listenin to pantera, and HIM, oasis, red hot chilie peppers, reel big fish, dashboard, the used, breakingpoint, scary kids scaring kids, and sum other bands that zach made me a mix of. they are pretty good
zach is at warped tour right now in ohio. he called me when hawrthorn heights came on. he said he got me a surprize but i don't know what it is, i will see in a few weeks he said. it made me happy. im surprized that were still goin strong. even though he lives like a zillion miles away we talk all the time and he's not sick of me. im not sick of him yet either. i love gettin stuff in the mail!!! it makes me feel special.
i need another drink. my head hurts
other than bein tired and comming home late and not bein able to go to the gym, i've been bitchy. like i feel like shit if i don't get to go to the gym, and it sucks cuz i get off work late and the gym closes at 8pm G-H-E-Y GAY!!!!!!! yea that is what i say. so by the time i leave work and drive to the gym change into workout cloths i got only like 15mins. but whoop!!!
i felt like blowin up on someone and gettin drunk. so far i did one out of the two. i blew up on my step dad. he was on my ass about damn dishes and laundry and garbuage. so i said "ur laazy ass was home all day why the hell didn't you do it, i mean shit you made half the mess". he didn't like that too much. then he said well i do the lawn. and i drive all day. i said tuff shit, were all a family and i think mom and i do more than out share and its ur turn to finally do something other than watch tv. then he said well i pay bills then i said well i pay rent. then he said if you don't like it there is the door. then i was scared to say it and almost didn't but i was to the point where if i didn't say it i would of never said it, so i said well the same goes for you, there is the door don't let it hit you in the ass! there was a moment of silence, and the look in my parents eyes was priceless!!! i felt kinda good. needless to say i still got stuck doin the laundry but he did the dishes and took out the trash!
then him and my mom went for a walk with a few beers they took my sister i think they went to someones house or something. i know im gonna get it when they come home!!
so far im on my 3 mar-ga-rita. im kinda feelin it but i think i need 2 more.
pretty pissed my O.A.R dvd is broken my sister scratched it and now it won't play.
so now im listenin to pantera, and HIM, oasis, red hot chilie peppers, reel big fish, dashboard, the used, breakingpoint, scary kids scaring kids, and sum other bands that zach made me a mix of. they are pretty good
zach is at warped tour right now in ohio. he called me when hawrthorn heights came on. he said he got me a surprize but i don't know what it is, i will see in a few weeks he said. it made me happy. im surprized that were still goin strong. even though he lives like a zillion miles away we talk all the time and he's not sick of me. im not sick of him yet either. i love gettin stuff in the mail!!! it makes me feel special.
i need another drink. my head hurts