Jun 13, 2005 16:16
so i relized once again im just not happy with a boyfriend!!! like everything goes gr8 for a good few days then like i just get sick someone calling me 24/7, and like always on my ass about shit, or checkin up on me, and just on my ass!!!! i like friends and that is it!! no "hook ups" like sex and then never talking to that guy again, and no boyfriend. cuz im in high school and i can't be committed. i like to be independent, and by myself sometimes and i like my space, i hate bein sufacated.
so ihung out with mike. he is an amazing kid to hang out with!!! like we just had soo much fun we parked my truck by the lake and sat on my tailgate and just got bit up by bugs and told eachother stories about g/f's and b/f's and we just talked. see that is what i need. a friend who will just sit and talk and joke and not wanna have sex! this kid is savin his "V card" till married!!! dude i envy that kid.
a few days aga i met this awsum kid at wal-mart. i went to get my sisters ears pierced and like this hot guy was just standing there watching and i guess waiting to see how good of a sister i am. and he was watching my sister get her ears pierced and he like held her hand, got her an icee, bought her choc. and was just acting soo nice. and i couldn't figure out why he was actin like that. and then he was givin me like this look, everytime i'd look over he would just look at me. omg he was soo cute. he is a fire-fighter, and has long blond hair, like green eyes, and just soo funny. like after i got up i walked away from my mom to go get shampoo, and he followed and started to talk to me. so we talked and i spent 3 hrs in wal-mart!!!! i hung out with him again today after work, he asked me to meet up with him so i did and we talked. what a funny guy, im not sure if he came to visit me at work or not cuz today my windsheld wipers were up. it was either christine, kevin, or chad!
im getting my tires rotated 2morrow.
gotta go shopping for june states.
i got training a few times this week for states.
and i got a lunch date sometime in the week with chad!!!!