"if i fall, ur fallin with me"
This is a very good song by Trace Adkins, it says alot and i guess it's suppose to mean something but honestly it doesn't affect me cuz i can care less at this point. but i guess i just posted it to make this be my last entry, that has anything to do with you know who. all i can say is that the few days that i haven't had anyone tyin me down, or holdin me down i have felt so much more alive, and just have had so much fun!!! nothing bothers me anymore i hug all my friends, and i am suck a hug whore!!!! everyone seems to like this jessica so much better than the old jessica that couldn't show anyone any attention and its pretty fucked up what i did and how i did that cuz i relized by doin all that i blocked out some of the people that seriously cared about me alot!!! and by me not showing them that i cared made them feel well not so liked. guys iam really sorry if i've done that to you. i know there have been a few on my mind that i can quickly name seth, justin, seabass, bobby, and most of all christine!!! but anyways here are the lyrics to the song, then after that my updated entry on my wonderful friday!!!!!!
You left without saying I love you
And that makes three days in a row
Now that you're tired of pretending
It's time that I let you know
I don't disagree with your feelings
We both need to find a new life
But this ain't the way we should end it
It's a bad way of saying goodbye
There must be a better way of sayin` it's over
Where nobody walks away with tears in their eyes
When you stay 'til regret is all you have left
That's a bad way of saying goodbye
When I think of you I'll remember
How you looked at me when we met
But the way that you're looking at me now
I'll do my best to forget
It's not your fault, but it's not mine
We both made mistakes though we tried
So leaving without syaing I'm sorry
Is a bad way of saying goodbye
There must be a better way of saying its over
Where nobody walks away with tears in their eyes
When you stay 'til regret is all you have left
That's a bad way of saying goodbye
Ok good song eh?
well firts off thurs in the school paper they posted this poem called "me and You" i read it and it touched me!!! even though a black girl wrote it and everyone said shit about it, i really liked it. i highlighted some stuff and put it in my binder, check it out one day....
NOW FOR FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes the BIG FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!! ok so we had our red vs black (but really it was red and white. any ways christine and i picked up and air horn at wally world and some noise maker thing and we were soooo loud!!!! i bought this paint marker for windows and i wrote all over justin Gitto's car!!!! yes i did. he seriously felt sooo good knowing that he had 2 super big fans!!! like christine and i were so into the game and everything. not to mention jerod rj and i think nathen (one of the twins) wrote G I T T O on there cheast and like were cheerin him on to!!! we had the blown horn and we did it when gitto made a touch down, and we just had soo much fun. then after the game harthorm heights and i danced on the bleachers!!! that kid is soo funny. omg haha then he fell and like killed himself not to mention got the anti freeze all over his hands cuz he is a retard and doesn't know how to use a damn air horn.
GITTO"S FIGHT FOOTBALL SONG: SUNG/MADE BY CHRISTINE(tig ole bitties) and Jessica(nickles)
(sung to the beat of "B-I-N-G-O was his name O")
there was a football player and gitto was him name o, G-I-T-T-O
G-I-T-T-O, G-I-T-T-O and gitto was his name o!!!!!
haha yea so we had fun.
then i took christine to get her car fixed, we went to wal-mart, went to gas station, went to see her hot momma, went to the beach, walked around got into a sand fight, she bought me tropical smoothie, we hollered at some hotties, sang and yelled out of the windown, and the BEST moment of all was when we went down SKYLINE while singing " my only one" by yellowcard!!!!! we also sang some other yellowcard songs, thrice songs, the used songs, and story of the year songs!!!! not to mention the corney wild 95.5 songs. teeny-bop songs. hehe we had fun. i love this girl. no worries when im with her!!! she is by-far my best friend!!! i will deff be lost without her when she goes to college!!! :( im gonna miss her soooo much.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAMERON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes no more jailbate lol j/k
workin the air/boat show 2morrow and sunday!!! very nice. ok im out
You left without saying I love you
And that makes three days in a row
Now that you're tired of pretending
It's time that I let you know
I don't disagree with your feelings
We both need to find a new life
But this ain't the way we should end it
It's a bad way of saying goodbye
There must be a better way of sayin` it's over
Where nobody walks away with tears in their eyes
When you stay 'til regret is all you have left
That's a bad way of saying goodbye
When I think of you I'll remember
How you looked at me when we met
But the way that you're looking at me now
I'll do my best to forget
It's not your fault, but it's not mine
We both made mistakes though we tried
So leaving without syaing I'm sorry
Is a bad way of saying goodbye
There must be a better way of saying its over
Where nobody walks away with tears in their eyes
When you stay 'til regret is all you have left
That's a bad way of saying goodbye
Ok good song eh?
well firts off thurs in the school paper they posted this poem called "me and You" i read it and it touched me!!! even though a black girl wrote it and everyone said shit about it, i really liked it. i highlighted some stuff and put it in my binder, check it out one day....
NOW FOR FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes the BIG FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!! ok so we had our red vs black (but really it was red and white. any ways christine and i picked up and air horn at wally world and some noise maker thing and we were soooo loud!!!! i bought this paint marker for windows and i wrote all over justin Gitto's car!!!! yes i did. he seriously felt sooo good knowing that he had 2 super big fans!!! like christine and i were so into the game and everything. not to mention jerod rj and i think nathen (one of the twins) wrote G I T T O on there cheast and like were cheerin him on to!!! we had the blown horn and we did it when gitto made a touch down, and we just had soo much fun. then after the game harthorm heights and i danced on the bleachers!!! that kid is soo funny. omg haha then he fell and like killed himself not to mention got the anti freeze all over his hands cuz he is a retard and doesn't know how to use a damn air horn.
GITTO"S FIGHT FOOTBALL SONG: SUNG/MADE BY CHRISTINE(tig ole bitties) and Jessica(nickles)
(sung to the beat of "B-I-N-G-O was his name O")
there was a football player and gitto was him name o, G-I-T-T-O
G-I-T-T-O, G-I-T-T-O and gitto was his name o!!!!!
haha yea so we had fun.
then i took christine to get her car fixed, we went to wal-mart, went to gas station, went to see her hot momma, went to the beach, walked around got into a sand fight, she bought me tropical smoothie, we hollered at some hotties, sang and yelled out of the windown, and the BEST moment of all was when we went down SKYLINE while singing " my only one" by yellowcard!!!!! we also sang some other yellowcard songs, thrice songs, the used songs, and story of the year songs!!!! not to mention the corney wild 95.5 songs. teeny-bop songs. hehe we had fun. i love this girl. no worries when im with her!!! she is by-far my best friend!!! i will deff be lost without her when she goes to college!!! :( im gonna miss her soooo much.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAMERON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes no more jailbate lol j/k
workin the air/boat show 2morrow and sunday!!! very nice. ok im out