"i wanna hate you so bad but i can't" TBS
well May 9th was exactally a year since josh and i went to blink concert and taking back sunday!!! wow i seriously feels like just yesterday when i got a drum stick from travis the drummer of blink 182. it was crazy freash. and then it was even kooler when josh texted me to tell me it was a year today that we went to blink. that really made me feel special cuz he remembered i thought he 4got, but i guess not. he still cares.
i've seriously had the worst week. so much drama. i think i ended most of it tho. i was really upset on wed. i was cryin all day, even in mr.smiths class. i was just bummed. i like cried the whole way home AGAIN. it sucked, like i wasn't even in the mood to stare at the hot guys drivin i was so bumed. but christine made up for it. this girl is crazy and the best thing that could of ever happened to me! i am never gonna do anything to screw up our friendship! like she knew i was sad all day, so she called my mom talked to her cuz im grounded and can't go anywhere, so she convinced my mom to let me go out. and we did. she picked me up we got in the car and heard the damn mariah Carry song "we belong 2gether" and i thought of kevin and started to cry. then we just were bein stupid and she made up her own words to the song and i laughed. then we she said we are gonna have the best time ever! and i asked her where we were going, and she took me to chris's house ( on the river) and we rode 4 wheelers!!! holly crap we had so much fun. like we were on the back with muffin and justin and i swear when muffin did a wheelie i thought we were gonna fall off. lol wow i had so much fun. then we went to publix and the funniest thing ever happened. eric went to get a drink, and there were no caps on the fountian drinks so it went everywhere and he not only did it once but he did it like 3 times he tried all of them!!!! hahaha o man to funny. i would of done that 2. but we just had such a crazy time. we had cold stones, went on skyline, danced, and other fun stuff!!!! wow i have the best time when i am with christine. like when it was time for her to take me home she asked me one thing, how many times did his name run through ur head when u were with me? i was like omg holly crap and i just 4got about all my shit and drama and everything. like i was so happy.
yea i love christine
thurs kinda sucked when i went up to kevin and said i didn't want anything to do with him. idk but that was fucked up on his part to say what he said to seth. seth and i fricken hugged,there was no reason for you to say u were gonna kill him. jokin or not i thought it was messed up. i just can't keep getting hurt all the time. i don't even wanna think bout it anymore its done with.
Plans for fri. should have a party cuz mom isn't home. but im not, i gotta go to ft.pierce and buy scrubs. then go to the gym, and tannin and get a new cell. plans 4 fri should be fun! ok im off with my fun filled fri.
"the truth is you could slit my throat, and with my one last gasping breath i'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt"
"this will be the last chance you get to draw my name"
i've seriously had the worst week. so much drama. i think i ended most of it tho. i was really upset on wed. i was cryin all day, even in mr.smiths class. i was just bummed. i like cried the whole way home AGAIN. it sucked, like i wasn't even in the mood to stare at the hot guys drivin i was so bumed. but christine made up for it. this girl is crazy and the best thing that could of ever happened to me! i am never gonna do anything to screw up our friendship! like she knew i was sad all day, so she called my mom talked to her cuz im grounded and can't go anywhere, so she convinced my mom to let me go out. and we did. she picked me up we got in the car and heard the damn mariah Carry song "we belong 2gether" and i thought of kevin and started to cry. then we just were bein stupid and she made up her own words to the song and i laughed. then we she said we are gonna have the best time ever! and i asked her where we were going, and she took me to chris's house ( on the river) and we rode 4 wheelers!!! holly crap we had so much fun. like we were on the back with muffin and justin and i swear when muffin did a wheelie i thought we were gonna fall off. lol wow i had so much fun. then we went to publix and the funniest thing ever happened. eric went to get a drink, and there were no caps on the fountian drinks so it went everywhere and he not only did it once but he did it like 3 times he tried all of them!!!! hahaha o man to funny. i would of done that 2. but we just had such a crazy time. we had cold stones, went on skyline, danced, and other fun stuff!!!! wow i have the best time when i am with christine. like when it was time for her to take me home she asked me one thing, how many times did his name run through ur head when u were with me? i was like omg holly crap and i just 4got about all my shit and drama and everything. like i was so happy.
yea i love christine
thurs kinda sucked when i went up to kevin and said i didn't want anything to do with him. idk but that was fucked up on his part to say what he said to seth. seth and i fricken hugged,there was no reason for you to say u were gonna kill him. jokin or not i thought it was messed up. i just can't keep getting hurt all the time. i don't even wanna think bout it anymore its done with.
Plans for fri. should have a party cuz mom isn't home. but im not, i gotta go to ft.pierce and buy scrubs. then go to the gym, and tannin and get a new cell. plans 4 fri should be fun! ok im off with my fun filled fri.
"the truth is you could slit my throat, and with my one last gasping breath i'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt"
"this will be the last chance you get to draw my name"