" say so long, say good night"
"i got a single silver bullet shot right through my heart to prove i can survive without you"
i can't go on like this. i seriously can't take it anymore. today was my breaking point. i went off on the bitch today. im happy she left the room cuz i ended up punching the lab table and if it wasn't that it would of been her. would of been my first fight! my knuckles are brused i was trying not to cry at lunch. a few tears fell out but then i held back the rest.
pissed at the fact that me and kevin have our issues. he wrote me a note today that really hit me hard! i started shaking and crying. i must of read it 8 times the way home. i wanted to die. and on the note it said "say so long say goodnight" and i got in my car and turned it on, and the song was on song # 9 and the sec i got in my car it sang "say so long say goodnight" yup. how fucking weird is that. then the whole way home i followed a 3000 disel miseredes. i cried the whole way home. every fricken song on that cd breaks me apart.
"i need you now, more like yesterday the last day i could see you smile" how crazy is that. i won't be seein u smile at me anymore.
god i just wanna go on with lyrics from songs on the cd and FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate everything right now its been such a shitty week i can't wait until im out of this shit hole. i already talked to my mom yet again about movin away. the only thing that kept me in PSL was christine and kevin. i lost one of the two and now its christine the reason i haven't yet left.
i gotta get out of the house.
i can't go on like this. i seriously can't take it anymore. today was my breaking point. i went off on the bitch today. im happy she left the room cuz i ended up punching the lab table and if it wasn't that it would of been her. would of been my first fight! my knuckles are brused i was trying not to cry at lunch. a few tears fell out but then i held back the rest.
pissed at the fact that me and kevin have our issues. he wrote me a note today that really hit me hard! i started shaking and crying. i must of read it 8 times the way home. i wanted to die. and on the note it said "say so long say goodnight" and i got in my car and turned it on, and the song was on song # 9 and the sec i got in my car it sang "say so long say goodnight" yup. how fucking weird is that. then the whole way home i followed a 3000 disel miseredes. i cried the whole way home. every fricken song on that cd breaks me apart.
"i need you now, more like yesterday the last day i could see you smile" how crazy is that. i won't be seein u smile at me anymore.
god i just wanna go on with lyrics from songs on the cd and FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate everything right now its been such a shitty week i can't wait until im out of this shit hole. i already talked to my mom yet again about movin away. the only thing that kept me in PSL was christine and kevin. i lost one of the two and now its christine the reason i haven't yet left.
i gotta get out of the house.