FOGGY HEAD
Tried drawing an hour or two ago, as usual my males are fine but my female anatomy is still a little off. I can't think clearly though... My head hurts. Does this mean somebody misses me? Not a chance.
Since this morning though.. I can't stop thinking about her. I want to ask her so many things that I should be writing down but each time I pick up that pen and press the paper my heart stops. Then I once again push everything to the side and run out to the world because it's more comforting than the sound of her voice.
It makes me wonder sometimes.
Do you still love me?
Where are you?
Why are you incognito?
Are you even alive?
Then I realize how pointless it is- trying to reach her.
I'm sick of these games she plays. Yet somehow I still press start.
Maybe one day I'll find you again,
Then again,
Maybe that day will never come.
Am I ok with that?
Whatever. I'll just ignore this elephant until it decides to lose some weight so I can shove through the window.
First time posting anything related to this issue.
Most likely my last.
Since this morning though.. I can't stop thinking about her. I want to ask her so many things that I should be writing down but each time I pick up that pen and press the paper my heart stops. Then I once again push everything to the side and run out to the world because it's more comforting than the sound of her voice.
It makes me wonder sometimes.
Do you still love me?
Where are you?
Why are you incognito?
Are you even alive?
Then I realize how pointless it is- trying to reach her.
I'm sick of these games she plays. Yet somehow I still press start.
Maybe one day I'll find you again,
Then again,
Maybe that day will never come.
Am I ok with that?
Whatever. I'll just ignore this elephant until it decides to lose some weight so I can shove through the window.
First time posting anything related to this issue.
Most likely my last.