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you know what i just realized. im glad that im not one of those beautiful girls that are BONE DUMB. like... im okay with not being pretty because i have substance, like i actually have a brain. I was just reading some girls xanga that i dont even know, and she had a picture of her on there, and she was really pretty, im not gunna lie. but every word that came out of her mouth made me want to just give her a dictionary and tell her to use it. idk. sorry if that made NO sense to you. but it makes sense to me. i just wish guys thought the same too. like, why in gods name would you want a girlfriend who cant even spell, let alone make herself look SEMI-intelligent. perhaps im the stupid one for not making sense, but ohwell. it works for me. (watch me have like, 20 things spelt wrong lol)
whatever. christmas is comming soon. and that makes me happy but oh sooo sad. only because during christmas you are suppose to be with the ones you love, and the ones that i L O V E are in texas. that is for sure. well i have some people i love here, just not many.
i had a dream last night that i died. i know people say that if you have a dream about dieing, then you die. but that has to be a lie, because i deff. died. i got shot inbetween the eyes, and it hurt. i remember going to school, like as a ghost, and just listening to people talk about it. I was trying to count the people from my classes that i thought would come to my funeral.. and i came up to a grand total of 23 people. that doesnt even fill up a class roster thing lol. but then if i added in my soccer friends and stuff, i guess i would come up to around 40.. maybe, if i was lucky. in texas i would like to think that number would be slightly larger..
well, i have been sitting around for the past 3,000 hours. so im going to find something to do.
xox
whatever. christmas is comming soon. and that makes me happy but oh sooo sad. only because during christmas you are suppose to be with the ones you love, and the ones that i L O V E are in texas. that is for sure. well i have some people i love here, just not many.
i had a dream last night that i died. i know people say that if you have a dream about dieing, then you die. but that has to be a lie, because i deff. died. i got shot inbetween the eyes, and it hurt. i remember going to school, like as a ghost, and just listening to people talk about it. I was trying to count the people from my classes that i thought would come to my funeral.. and i came up to a grand total of 23 people. that doesnt even fill up a class roster thing lol. but then if i added in my soccer friends and stuff, i guess i would come up to around 40.. maybe, if i was lucky. in texas i would like to think that number would be slightly larger..
well, i have been sitting around for the past 3,000 hours. so im going to find something to do.
xox