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I love this boy. And I think I always will. He is leaving me. I dont know what to do with myself.
Dear Austin,
I dont know what to say. This letter is killing me. It is killing me becasue I wont be able to see you everyday, becasue I wont be able to hug you whenever I wanted to, becasue I know that when I am feeling like no one you will come and telll me I matter. I know we both live close and it isnt like we are never going to see eachother again but I am going to miss you. I am going to miss you more than you will ever know. I tried to get you for as long as i could remember. You were/are/forever will be someone very close to my heart. Since you came to our school in fifth grade I have been close. I dont want to lose you. Ever. Ever Ever. When you hug me it makes everything better. I love that about you. I love everything about you. Please I ask you one thing. Never change. I know that that sounds dumb to say. But I mean it. I truly do.
Love.
That one girl who you always got away from.
P.S. I love you more than you can ever ever know.
♥