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@ mi sexii prima's crib .. but there is no sexii prima. Shes in South America for a spanish speaking program and from what I hear its a blast. I'm not gonna lie. I'm jealous lol Mi madre and I came down here for a couple days while Julia is at soccer camp. I knew it would be weird. Being in mean streets without the cousin. But here I am .. and it is weird. Its like being here without actually being here if that makes sense at all. I'm at the place where I am happiest. I get to hang out with mi sexi prima .. see the neybahs be crazy and do stupid fucked up shit. I love it down here and I always have a great time.
But that doesnt happen without the prima and it sucks. Part of me wishes I was back in NH so I could hang out with LuLu ("I'll fly" siempre) and with other cool kids. But the other part wants to stay down here and hope that maybe things can turn out like they're supposed to be when I'm down here. The neybahs will show up at the door and crash on the couch and watch BET .. I can go down to Taco Bell and get mashed potatos lol and go shopping downtown or at Rainbow. But that doesnt happen .. not without the prima =(
Oh well .. I'm hopefully hanging out with Kathy today. I honestly havent seen her in like a year! Maybe I'll even spend some time in B-line! Noo idea. But for now I am stuck at home _ alone. Aha wow .. I'm such a slut! Bitching about being home alone .. I live for being home alone I dont know why this is so different?
Whateverrrrrrr <3 I love you