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//Firewall to all but Willow//
Willow told me the big news. Buffy's pregnant. I'm so very happy for her and Giles. Although, a part of me is somewhat jealous. I couldn't help but to be reminded of the talk Willow and I had a few months ago, and the decision we'd made. We both felt it too dangerous to bring a baby into the warehouse. After that whole thing with the spell and with Gibb, I was just reminded how much I want to be a mother. Maybe it's time to revisit this subject with Willow again. I will have to think on it though. I'm not sure it's truly safe enough around here for a child. But, with all the slayers, witches and protective types around...Oh Goddess, I don't know. I'm just rambling. So many thoughts going through my head. But, I must remind myself, this isn't about me and Willow.
I know Buffy and Giles will make great parents. I'm excited for them both. I'm sure it was refreshing to get this good news after such a trying time for them both. The whole Bokor incident and the fact that McKenna is now an adult, when just months ago she was twelve. It's been a very trying time for all of us. So this news and the smile it has brought to everyone's face is a welcome change. Not to say we can let our guard down, there's always some kind of evil and danger lurking in the shadows. This is why Willow is concerned about Buffy patrolling. I would have to say I agree with her. Buffy shouldn't patrol, it's far too dangerous. She has another life to think about now, and as hard as it will be for her to sit still and let someone else take charge, it's far more important that she keep herself and the baby safe. I should talk to Willow about a protection spell. But I'm sure she's already thought of it. She's smart like that.
//End Firewall//
Willow told me the big news. Buffy's pregnant. I'm so very happy for her and Giles. Although, a part of me is somewhat jealous. I couldn't help but to be reminded of the talk Willow and I had a few months ago, and the decision we'd made. We both felt it too dangerous to bring a baby into the warehouse. After that whole thing with the spell and with Gibb, I was just reminded how much I want to be a mother. Maybe it's time to revisit this subject with Willow again. I will have to think on it though. I'm not sure it's truly safe enough around here for a child. But, with all the slayers, witches and protective types around...Oh Goddess, I don't know. I'm just rambling. So many thoughts going through my head. But, I must remind myself, this isn't about me and Willow.
I know Buffy and Giles will make great parents. I'm excited for them both. I'm sure it was refreshing to get this good news after such a trying time for them both. The whole Bokor incident and the fact that McKenna is now an adult, when just months ago she was twelve. It's been a very trying time for all of us. So this news and the smile it has brought to everyone's face is a welcome change. Not to say we can let our guard down, there's always some kind of evil and danger lurking in the shadows. This is why Willow is concerned about Buffy patrolling. I would have to say I agree with her. Buffy shouldn't patrol, it's far too dangerous. She has another life to think about now, and as hard as it will be for her to sit still and let someone else take charge, it's far more important that she keep herself and the baby safe. I should talk to Willow about a protection spell. But I'm sure she's already thought of it. She's smart like that.
//End Firewall//