Fresh!
Alrighty! So I was reading over all my entries and realized that I dont seem to be too happy in them. (I'm not mopey! I swear). That had to change- I'm starting a fresh journal and only some of it can be a little depressing, if I feel that way.
I really miss last summer, I dont think I've ever missed anything this much. I had a blast and didnt have the urge to drink, and it felt wonderful. Now it seems like I expect and am expected to. What happened to the shy, quiet, cheerful girl? I'm not sure whether or not to bring her back or keep going with this new me. On one side, I'm so goddamn annoying now.. and on the other it did bother people when I wouldnt sit down. Maybe I should find a balance between the two and give up weekend habits? I dunno
My birthday is in a month and I'll be getting my liscense and then over the summer I'll get a car-- my mom is gonna help pay because of the settlement she is going to get (we all suffered goddamnit!). And if her helping seems to make me spoiled, then you really dont know me.
Its difficult not talking to people I've met since the summer. I really know some great people and then things get weird and fall apart, and it sucks. I mean casually saying "Hi!" isnt a conversation and things should get better when the summer begins.. I really think it will.
I'm finally happy! Well kinda, I can pass for happy. Thats what matters and this improved livejournal thing didnt come out as happy-go-lucky as I had hoped. C'est la vie
Hugs and kisses to all!
I really miss last summer, I dont think I've ever missed anything this much. I had a blast and didnt have the urge to drink, and it felt wonderful. Now it seems like I expect and am expected to. What happened to the shy, quiet, cheerful girl? I'm not sure whether or not to bring her back or keep going with this new me. On one side, I'm so goddamn annoying now.. and on the other it did bother people when I wouldnt sit down. Maybe I should find a balance between the two and give up weekend habits? I dunno
My birthday is in a month and I'll be getting my liscense and then over the summer I'll get a car-- my mom is gonna help pay because of the settlement she is going to get (we all suffered goddamnit!). And if her helping seems to make me spoiled, then you really dont know me.
Its difficult not talking to people I've met since the summer. I really know some great people and then things get weird and fall apart, and it sucks. I mean casually saying "Hi!" isnt a conversation and things should get better when the summer begins.. I really think it will.
I'm finally happy! Well kinda, I can pass for happy. Thats what matters and this improved livejournal thing didnt come out as happy-go-lucky as I had hoped. C'est la vie
Hugs and kisses to all!